COLOUR-ED HEARTS

2010-07-05T12:02:00.001+08:00

i was watching this mv :0
the song's very nice ^^
so touched (!)

Forget about the people from your past,
there's a reason they didn't make it into your future.

2010-07-05T11:39:00.002+08:00

well, long time! (:
there's no post for JUNE ahhhh :/

anyway, a lot of things have had happened.
but we matured as we were going through the hard times isn't it ?
don't be afraid. (:

and got back the MYE papers on the first week.
i didn't do well. as in, i am still very far away from my own expectations,
and compared to the class i ain't that good.
my expected L1R5 is 1.5, as calculated by the school according to my PSLE result.
i got 1.8, 0.3 away..
idk how did they calculate it, but i thought the lowest L1R5 is 2?
anyway, i think it's the calculation for average.

my E maths sucks to the core :/ i got B3 ! too many careless mistakes urghh.
my A maths's A1 though it's like 80+ /100 alr, but look at the class's results, oh gosh i am still behind :( so that didn't cheer me up.
Eng is B3 ahh 3 marks to A. my compo's okay but compre and summary like shit lahh T-T
higher chinese, just past the A1 mark only. shouldn't tell my mum abt that :/ so diu lian. blehh.
bio low A1 also -.- so sad. i love bio!
chem A2 HAHA balanced the equation wrongly and everything wrong. heheheheh.
phys A1 my humans B3 omg lah don't like humans.

gonna work hard for EYE. SO IRRITATING -.-
must get A1 for e maths and chem lah wtf. humans A2 can alr lah T___T
eng bo bian. just make it to A2 can alr.

URGH. HOW TO STUDY.

tomorrow o level chinese oral. ~~fuck~~ lah i go study later.

2010-05-28T22:23:00.002+08:00

today is a sunnysunny day (:
went to sentosaaaaaaaaa, and clarke quay.
wanted to go skating but i was too tired.
i so failure :/

realised tht i couldn't cycle for too long. for a while then became tired -.-
urghhhh. ;0

shark can cycle darn well w/0 me!
but once i hopped on, HAHAHA.
all lost balance . but it was damn funnn ;P
the chain of my stupid bike dropped out, then he fixed it haha .
still don't understand why the hands will become black xD
but it's so cool. i shall learn to fix also heehee.

no pictures yet i am too tired to upload. :0

clarke quay is niceee haha i used to bring my mum there.
then walked around. ate dinner and went home!
so exhausted ;0

haha. :D

2010-05-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

went to airport in the morning anyway.
don't like the limo. not nice.
then i suddenly remembered lucas goes to airport everyday,
rofl. so i asked him where was he so that maybe i would "bump" into him.
then he goes to T3 . lol i was in T1 . T1 is like shit seriously. nth at all -.-

so sent 'em off. bused back omg so alone. T-T
got a tub of ice cream on the way home.
yumyum hehe ;p

oh koizora eh. sixing cried jekjan cried and etc but i laughed when i watched last year -.-
and today ohmygod lah i cried cuz i felt damn sad :(
so embarrassing. :x
was very sleepy today kept falling asleep.

but well today was childish and fun.
btw i discovered ryan froze all my water babies in fridge gosh.
then the water became ice. and water babies shrinked.
so gross.

wanted to go east coast tmr but oh lucas just told me it's oily and smelly.
then i remembered i just read the news in the papers today ==
idk i want to cycle hehehehhe.

aha, why are rumours so absurd.
who is stealing who away?
well i remembered that we've stopped talking since 10 months ago.
because? question mark.

the sky is blue the grass is green (:
all the bitterness can be replaced with a spoonful of my wonderful ice cream from the fridge.

we aren't in the dramas.

but it feels like.
what kind of shit is this.
i give up.

it's 28th. these three months..
hard-to-open starbucks bottle with warm M, crushed cadbury in my bag, the cards, the lil notes, the constant encouragements and accompany, the picture on my whiteboard, the morning calls, the morning walks, the speed of light, the cookies, the sweets, the water babies, the rabbit, the "will you be shocked if i say that i like you?" and "no. i like you."

it's just so simple (: loves.

sleeeping alone tonight. kinda scary.
i am gonna put my chopper carebear winnie polar bear hello kitty teddy bear etcetc on my bed.
ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL. :D

2010-05-26T18:09:00.001+08:00

where's the blog picture! :(

2010-05-26T17:24:00.002+08:00

"It’s hard when you miss people. But you know, if you miss someone, that means you’re lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing."

One Tree Hill

mid years are finally overoverover!! :/

everyday studies till 12. ohmygod lah i only get five hours of sleep i feel like i'm going to fall sick was so dizzy this morning :/

and i am still not feeling well now.
urgh.
a maths was easier than e maths wth. the three sciences all very weird. can't find an exact word to describe hahahhaha.
ss was damn hard can flunk that one .__.

tmr will be alone alr so urghhh.
:( i wanted to go zoooo.
okay i guess i'm insane.
anyway it's too hot to go there.
change the place to east coast then hahahahhaha i want to cycle :(
i may get the chance to sit behind shark awwwwwwwwwww. so nice.
if i really do , gosh it'll feel like a dream. (:
heheh.

vick 's going back forever not coming back.
i'm not going to airport tmr so tired. though i like airport ;0
i feel so sad.
the memories we have together! :( i'll write to her.
ahhh i haven't finish making the special lil present for her.
but i'm sure she'll love it.
my work leyyy.

want to make sushi. but i forgot how to cook rice. damn i'm so failure D:
i only ate breakfast today. going to eat dinner though.
don't feel like eat i am falling sick oh my god.
hope i fall sick sia. then don't need go NUS. I just hate writing a piece of essay for homework.
darn.

shark is going to bake for me tmr HAHAHAHAHAHA.
but seriously i don't know how to use my oven. better not :/
shall just drink water and watch the water babies.

he still at toapayoh hall for dunno what table tennis thing.
hahahhahaha lucky i never join the stupid reporter thing if not it'll be so tiring more pressurized.
shark said he saw gregory's name on the list.
.___.
oh?
the world is so small. so tiny. like my brain like that ;0

and i said he'll win hahahah. (:

so tired. exhausted. shall start making the present now.

bye vick, jiejie will miss you :')
you'll always in my heart.

i hope the plane tomorrow will fly pass my piece of sky, and i can look up to the sky to say farewell, my dear.

2010-05-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

and i will forget the world that i knew.

2010-05-14T20:32:00.003+08:00

Last post before my scary mid year! :((

pictures speak a thousand words.♥

well some last pictures before she went off :/
i have no sch on 27th. so i guess i'll go to airport to send them off. heheh!

busying @ school ;0

slack @ wenqiqi's table. saw her "taekwondo ♥"
then i became very hyper. i went to write one for her too (:
i wrote veh nice right ;P

heheheh wanted to surprise her with my niceee masterpieces.
dunno if she was surprised or not ;P
LEFT SIDE'S IS HER TAEKWONDO AWWW

ANYWAY!

i miss taekwondooooo so much :/
kenneth was texting me the other day. after like half a year ;0
then he told me that he's rejoining. crazaye i doubt if he has the time to!
.__.
then i told him that i met keith coincidentally when i went for a learning journey with my cousins.
he's in my cousin's sch lol! damn cute.

no tkd until JC. BLEH.

alright so for TODAY, 14MAY 2010!

went to school with cat as usual.
i was not feeling well last night cuz i walked in the rain T___T
then he made me this drink. (what's the name ;P)
sugar too much! make me fat luhhs T^T
anyway the drink is full of his love ahahahaha. (:
i felt better after drinking that. which's real!
i drank ALL. ^^
thankyouuuuuu for making this for me.
should put more lemon. the citric juice is goood for me :D HAHAH.

AFTER SCHOOL

got this NUS camp briefing @ gifted edu branch @ moe.
jaime and shamitaaaaaa took a long time to come down.
hehe. then we were kinda late.
couldn't flag a cab -.- so called comfort. i only have that number in my phone xD
amazed. the cab reached in 2 min (:

i thought we were late. but the RI guys were later. ==
yeah so went for the briefing..
damn shit they still give us homework?!?!?

everybody has to submit a 600 word piece on "word weavers, world makers"
crap man i can't write a shit??!
nevermind.. i shall spend the three days before camp to work on this bullshit.

so hard i don't have any inspirations.

felt SO LUCKY! cuz shamitaa and jaime must forgo their UK trip for this camp.
HAHAHAHHA. lucky luh if not i'll be damn alone.

well this's just time-wasting.. :/

during briefing
baiyuuuu texted me and asked if i got check my bag..
darn i found a cadbury and it was all crushed and .. T^T
so sweeeet (: i can't even keep track on my own. my face all gone xD

after briefing we went home.
something totally GREAT happened.
we were waiting for cab.
shamitaa just randomly raised her hand and wavewavewave.
suddenly, shamitaaa "oh.. it's a mercedes! shall we take??"
jaime: " it's quite ex."
me: "aiya heck care just take. xD "

so we hopped into the cab.
and REALISED IT'S A SPECIAL ONE!

THE ONE & ONLY IN SINGAPORE
jeffrey tan's limo! :D

"Usually when you hear cabbie singing softly to himself in a foreign language, you think either "psycho" or "bluetooth." But in the Singaporean cab of Jeffrey Tan, the singing is part of the Journey. The singing of Journey can even be part of the journey if you want. Jeffrey Tan is Singapore's only Karaoke cabbie. His Beemer seats 4 people and for $35 dollars an hour, will be your own personal rolling Karaokar. He's installed a $2,500 karaoke system complete with screens and microphones. But if you feel bashful about singing, Tan is more than happy to sing for you. He can sing in eight different languages and from what we hear does a killer version of Born to be Wild."

he was like, any one of you is indian?
shamitaa " i am!"
then he started singing indian song! damn good can :DD not bad luh.

he's damn funneh & cute. kept making us laugh xD
but he's very singlish :x

paid for thirteeeen bucks haha! (:
he's a gentleman lols.

reached bk, went to 7-eleven to pay for my bills.
then i freaking FORGOT my atm card's password.
so paiseh can. then i went off, walked halfway remembered the password.
then went back to pay again -.-
urgh today very screwed seriously.

went home froze the choc ate it then had dinner then took panadol then want to sleep
:(

ponned maths o for too many times T-T
i think singapore maths olympiad competition during first week of june.
then i got camp no need to go HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
HOPE SO. i don't wannna be demoralised.
i better start revising NOW or i'll flunk all.

chem 12 chaps bio 8 chaps phys maths sec one and two topics and ss and geog to go.
DAMNDAMNDAMN :/

JIAYOUS :D

loves byeeees ^^

2010-05-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

ON YOUR SPEAKER :D
i am so touched by the song.
heard it on radio when i was in huijie's car (:

2010-05-04T17:29:00.002+08:00

taken few weeks ago haha.

ignore my sucky chinese.

on the way to school.

school's clock tower.

like green day's 21 guns because it accelerates the process of breaking down.

緩慢流動著悲傷與寂靜的巨大河流。

i am so tired.

2010-05-03T09:42:00.002+08:00

watch out :D

anyway, things are getting more complicated for me.
i don't wanna fall into an abyss of complications -.-

damn don't drag me in lah wtf.
the things are so absurd.
i don't know who is telling the truth & who's telling the lie,
but i have a crude idea though.

just like what i've said,
whoever it is and whatever the person is doing, God knows.
so don't push your luck alright (:

haha doing something "fabulous" for babyshark.
spend 5 min everyday. HAHA (:
i bet the end product will be beautiful. shhhh :D
but only can finish it aft mid years. :D

lol talking to jonnnnny is nice.
he's the only one whom i did not talk abt further complications with.
haha and it's good.
LOL. told him that he has influenced me in two ways!
number one, i tend to put lots of smileys and "..." last year.
then his texts to me are like , a few smileys and sentences end with a perfect full stop.
HAHA, then i slowly began to text like him :x
number two, there was one time when he suddenly got pissed as i typed in singlish. -.-
i didn't know what was his prob then. so retarded right.
but i began to text in proper english too.
most of the time, esp when i text him. LOL ! .___.

oh yeah. called the one who's gna celebrate an (one year "anniversary" with me on 23 june,
thanks for reminding me to focus on the right path, which's MID YEAR
there's no need to say too much, but i trust you (:
thanks! :D

lastly, one quote from chipmunk, the future philosopher ;P
" Haha. yeah i do. aw, well. it's important to choose your friends carefully. ;) friends that you click easily with and you know they are true and sincere :) "

and he asked how is my boyf rofl!
thanks for his concern uh! :)
that white fish is doing super well lah everyday eateateat, nothing but FOOD. :D HAHA

" i'm glad he's taking great care of my ___" haha change the my ____ to Claire lahhs :D
haha white fish be proud! you're taking great care of meeeeee ^^

you're suppose to Look After me hahah faster get up lurhs ;0

& the one who jogs twice a week ! thanks for being there for me & giving me mental support ^^
i really wanna go to that place that you jog. with the sky full of kites.

oh how beautiful.

hehe promised to bring me and take a walk there hor. can't wait to seee that place.
anyway i have not gone to the park that jekjan told me yet.
haha fail! D:

- If you don't understand what bullshit i am talking up there, oh well, that's my intention.
cuz since you don't, you're just an outsider (:

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2010-04-30T20:52:00.003+08:00

just deactivated my fb acc.
nice one :D
i feel damn shiok aft deactivating hahaha (:

anyways. today's cross country very nice lah.
walked 2.8k and ran the rest ;P

aft that went to hang out with friends for a while then went home.
damn funneh.
talked a lot :0
teehee.

i would rather ,

than

planned to do hmwk tonight.
ended up filing for 3 hrs plus. my room is really haphazard.
but it is neat now ^^

lester kept saying i never go for shanghai's expo.
aiyo .__. crazy. but i miss him & his family anyway (:

C @ shanghai half a year ago :0

my photography skills ;P
HAHA.
L quit asking me hongkong shanghai or singapore !
i don't want to answer (:

anyway, abt yesterday,

Piggy shark : i know you were trying so hard to cheer me up. i know i am not suppose to say thank you, then how about a big I LOVE YOU ? (:

Rabbit: i felt so much better aft telling you (: thank you for the longlong messages. i appreciate your longest message ever! hehe so happy that i got your longest msg ever :x ily (:

Jonnnnny: i know you are busy with you A's & tennis competition. but just couldn't help & asked you for a lil help. well i laughed when first received your text abt what you would do. thanks for telling me that i could call you anytime. i think i learnt the "coolness" from you. but a few rare smileys do make me feel better.

Chipmunk: haha felt better when you told me that you actually planned to text me last sat. anyway, thanks for spamming me with your experiences and "philosophies" . thanks for letting me know that you will always be there for me when i need you. thanks so much for all the care and love that you've given me. i know you are busy with your O's too, grateful that you spent time and send long messages to me.

My new son : :P though i only know you for a few weeks or less than that! i realised that i trust you quite a lot. hee. be honoured okay! thanks for keeping your mouth shut (kidding ;P) and thanks for giving me advices andand thanks for caring abt me too ! i had candy dreams haha.

Lester & Food smuggler:
idk what to say alr! the former knows me for seven years, the latter going to be three years.
know me well enough huh. (: all i can say is THANK YOU.

When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only ones who know, you slow it down.

thanks for being my light.

2010-04-25T12:13:00.002+08:00

feel like you're drifting apart.
but nvm!
since your attitude sucks to the core,
almost made her cry. and everyone else agrees that you're mean.
haha, i don't give a damn then. :D

by using your fake gentle , over friendly over polite tone to talk to me.
i know you are drifting away (: or maybe not.

sec fours are stepping down.
the exco's supposed to come out with a farewell party and gifts for them.
shits lah we totally forgot abt it.
then now must rush everything out!
urgh stresssed.
monday aft sch will be out to IKEA to buy the materials and stuff.
sigh.
anyway CCA gna suspend for mye!
LALALAS SO HAAPPPY.
yesterday's concert was a success (:

2010-04-25T12:09:00.001+08:00

MULTI-TASKING ON BEEEED.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
& talking to clement's seeeexaaaaye boy.
LOL I LAUGH LIKE SHYT. :DD

lazy update.
so many photos to share!
till then ;)

2010-04-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

can we just lay under the sun and watch the clouds in the sky?
not thinking about anything else.

is it possible for me to go back to that corn field of my childhood with the sun....
and the breeze (:

2010-04-18T14:14:00.002+08:00

HAHA! which one is better ! :D
currently using the first one (:

no time to blog this weeeeek.
boohoo.
so many work to do (:
& i didn't manage to cut my hair this week cuz i am simply hectic like some shit.
oh yeah can see my msn dm as FMHL?

shark said it's ~~fuck my hairy life~~. LOL. -.-

NAHNAH, it's FUCK MY HECTIC LIFE!
uh-oh. i owed one more sweet .__.

2010-04-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

can you forget? i am forgetting.
if you get sentimental every time does it imply that you have not actually moved on yet.
or have i?
oh well. i don't get sentimental anymore.
i want to move on from the goddamn debris that i was left with.
the debris that took my breath away and left me suffocating.

since the past is the past it is in PAST TENSE it is the HISTORY and what had been done cannot be undone so can we just fucking discard the memories.

please don't deny that you're still a bit curious still care for a little.
at least i don't deny that i used to lol.

hardships huh, so shall we move on or rather, shall we stay in this or that hangover?

i am walking on glass. :)

And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain.

2010-04-09T21:16:00.004+08:00

LAST DAY IN HWACHONG AWW I FEEL SAAAAD.

next week go school busy again :/
shyt lah.

@ 3O3 ! aww i am missing 3O3 NOW! :/

yesterday @ auditorium attending hci scgs and nanyang girls' speech day :]

rush-ed the letter for EDDY @ library.
i crapped a lot. kept teasing & suan-ing him in the letter xD
well, i finally saw him debating today ! in class.
OHMYGOD HE IS DAMN COOL WHEN HE'S DEBATING!
the way he listed out all the points and talking so fast and non-stop and made the opponent speechless!
SUPER COOL. i watched till i drool alr. LOL kidding.
how i wish i can speak like him ;( hmph.
so jealous heh.

then, we went for maths lesson.
heheh, mr peng gave out their maths papers.
all the PRC scholars topped the class!
eddy not bad luh right after them lol .
though i see him daydream in class everyday -.-
then i have to pull him out from his daydream LOL!
anyway aft they got the paper,
he asked me to play chess on his phone.
then we played chess, totally oblivious to mr peng xD

he's the head councillor still. tsk bad example lahhs.
we had fun ;P but didn't finish playing :/
mr peng was teasing a guy, smth like you girlf uh! lucy?nancy?stacy?
then we all laughed.
mr peng saw eddy laughing ( though we sitting @ corner)
then he came EDDY! why you laugh? hah? your girlfriend nancy is it? tracy? lacy? or PUSSY?

the class burst into laugher ;D esp me i was laughing non-stop can.
he didn't know what to say. loss for words man.
aft lesson we helped VALENTINO back to class.
his name damn CUTE. he broke his leg so inconvenient.
eddy: valentino is the perfect boyf for girls. see he's so persevered, blahblah (can't rmb)
LOLS!

we had farewell lunch with the guys.
teacher in charge asked some of the guys and we girls to say how they feel and blah.
so they went on and crap, what very enjoyable and fruitful and fun experience..
eddy is the head, so he was asked to say also, last one.
repeat the same usual thing, and in the end,

ohmygod he thanked ME(!) in front of everybody :x
awww. he was like " and most importantly thanks linghui for helping me with my maths and... (cannot remember ;P)"
everybody went "worhhhh!" and clapped. i so paiseh

haha but well i'm touched. and VERY HONOURED to be mentioned by the head of Ortus councillor of hwachong institution ;P
i am special okay. hahah kidding.

anyway, eddy can speak korean. quite well ley for a half korean.
damn funny CAN'T BELIEVE THAT MY BUDDY AND SARAH'S LIKE SNSD
EDDY AND BRANDON!
no offense :0
brandon in track, looks so cool & macho. while eddy the loquacious debator,
they like those kind of ____ girls eh! cannot find the right adjective.
act cute? nono it's not act cute just cannot find the accurate one yeah!

LOLS brandon likes Jessica, then eddy went "EWWW so ugly. for the korean standard"
sarah went to tease him abt jessica. then he more shy can. embarrassing for him :P
pestered eddy to show me jessica on his lappie, but too bad playing mv halfway he needa use his lappie to play songs while we eat lunch.
then he played all korean songs -.-

korean indeed man.
but he half hongkong also! :D

AFT LUNCH.

played volley. the volleyball guys taught us.
shit lah idk how to hit properly :/
then wenqi and ing yee kept saying i cute.
wth i no strength alr still wna laugh at me :(
i sprained my thumb you know.
not thumb lah but damn pain my whole hand..

yay i am PRO for one day ^^

my legs aching also :/

oh yeah we played table tennis for PE today.
i played tt when i was young. and i TOTALLY SUCK AT IT NOW.
shameful :[

after volley! sweating like some dog ;0
waiting for wenqi in toilet. damn stuffy ley the toilet.
then in boys sch damn hard to find a female one.
we took 20min to go washroom and then go back.
thanks to the bigfreakingschool! NICE THOUGH.
they all said i look like ghost cuz my bangs covering my eyes alr!

gna cut this weekend. or i'll kna booked for the third time T__T

me and wenqi in bus on the way to bowling yesterday.
damn shit i lost all my face ytd.
i am the lousiest can!
but they all cheered me on! so nice right the guys and girls :)
they scared me saying lowest guy and girl must do forfeit.
as in lowest score.
darn i can't even carry the 7kg or pound by one hand can!
so malu :/
uh but i got hit all lah for thrice or four times heheh. strikestrike (:

wenqi & victoria are PRO! THEY OWN GUYS.

aft that we all bused to vivo & ate.
the other ppl ate damn slow. then i had to rush home and do ss work.
was supposed to go back home with weitao. :x
then i never tell him tht i went off first.
LOL! he said he wna go with the guys lol tsk.
eh shit suddenly remembered he was supposed to dance wedding dress for me to see..
-.-

TODAY

aft volley, didn't go for dinner w them as i was tired.
whole body aching.
so went home with the scholars.
alighted at boonkeng! :DD
raining heavily.

I look damn short. anyways,

* i was like " how come you all got hci badge? buddy gave one uh?o.o"
they all: " yeah. EH EDDY SHE WANTS YOUR BADGE!!!"
shits i damn ps T___T
then eddy came. he took out his badge, thought he wanted to give his councillor badge to me. haha kidding it's impossible :/

councillor badge can't be given!

then he went to give me his spare, normal school badge. (:
it's kinda screwed man!
have to ask kai hong to help me fix.
then in the end exchanged badge with wei tao. his looks nicer.
he so good right change with me hohoho.

so my badge is weitao's and weitao got eddy's!
i want eddy's though. got the coucillor aura leyy! :D

THANK YOU GUYS FOR making my visit to hci so memorable (:

2010-04-07T19:43:00.007+08:00

on your speaker. cuz i changed my song ;P hahahaha.

dear, just wanna say that.
i know days might be quite hard for you at times,
but remember that i am here (:
life might be unfair.
but, oh just don't think too much. live your own life (:
your future will be brighter than his definitely.

jiayous alright!
though i can't go and support you on this saturday,
my heart will be with you.

i believe you can do it yeah.
either in cca or studies.
i can pass you my aura next time ! ^x^

Lots of Loves.

2010-04-07T17:52:00.006+08:00

i'm fallingfallingfalling down.

a pimple , on my freaking face's emerging LOL. -.-

SO, WEDNESDAY IN HCI.

THIS IS THE BEST DAY MAN! all of us slacked for the whole day.
wed is the guys' project judging day.
they came up with all the projects and they present and the judges will give comments lol.

slacked in auditorium. don't bother to go support eddy who 's presenting @ the other place.

wenqiqi was sleeping orhh. we were tooo bored seriously.

i'll NEVER WEAR CONTACTS..

LOL. qiyun & weitao. damn funneh this two ;)

qiyun explaining his cheeem phys project to us. :/ weitao can't be bothered listening to music during proj judging lol.

1) wenqi me victoria felinaaa
2)felina me victoria wenqiiii

LOL halfway through the proj day judging we sneaked out to eat and play and to camwhoree..
felina's phone so blur! should have brought my cam.

their sch damn nice lol.

a lot of guys slacking in library to sleep or play..
damn shiok sia their wednesday(!) =3=

played with wenqi. and i won! mwahahahah :DD

ALL OF US WERE DISMISSED AT 12.30 !
wow. so the guys and girls decided to go starbucks.

wenqi chose cappuccino while me felina charissa chose the choc one (:
damn nice can ;P jiaqi never buy lol.
we went upstairs. and felina's phone dunno why suddenly dropped dwn to the first floor..
lucky her phone never die! :D

damn fking HOT the weather..
stuffed myself with one mango ice cream and one cup of starbucks drink still no use -.-

wenqi and me. my hair looked like shyt aft the long walk under the sun.

the other group arrived a while later.
they wanted to go and eat lunch.
the cute guy leading the way (always can't rmb his freaking name )
went to a lot of place all cannot cuz sarah needs halal food.
so walkedwalkedwalked and finally settled dwn @ macs.

this is SARAHHH @ hci canteen. the servings of food there are apparently too much for us.

i did not eat cuz i was SUPER FULL ==
so me fel wenqi and charissa just slacked around and talked to the guys .
LOL. the cute one was the only one eating sundae for lunch -.-
HAHAHA. so cute. ( dear don't jealous ;P HAHA)

went back home with wenqi.
HOT. BARBECUED. BARBECUED PIG.

have been thinking of you for the whole wednesday!

2010-04-07T17:03:00.004+08:00

sixth April twenty-one-oh

lol hci guys' ws. idk what's the freaking polar. haven't learn yet.
so take it as Polar Bear :D

SARAH & ME. our class 3O3 ^^
oh i was planning to to take an awesome pic of my mini bottle.
BUT! LOOK! ended up shooting a candid pic of the scholar's uniform xD

another pic of my stone-ed class. NO FUN! .__.

so yeah. MATHS LESSON IS THE ONLY lesson that kept me awake.
eddy warned us abt mr peng. rofl. cuz he is very interested in young girls.
HAHAHA. an oldold man. eddy said he leaned veryvery close to one jap girl during the exchange last time. cuz the jap girl is rather pretty.

DAMN FUNNEH.
so sitting beside him.
okay this day is the MOST EMBARRASING DAY in EDDY'S life. according to himself (:
and i think so too aye.

1) cedar girls' was introduced to hci and the jc during morning assembly (formally).
eddy was introducing. and you know what? the freaking idiot introduced us as ~~CRESCENT GIRLS~~! damn him. LOL then the whole school "orh!!!" laughing at him. we accused him too.

he was trying to argue after that : the names are almost the same they are so similar!
charissa: that makes A BIG DIFFERENCE -.- THEY ARE DIFFERENT.

consequence : whenever me and eddy were walking, whoever passed us, including JC ppl, would be like " CRESCENT GIRLS!!!" LOL then eddy nth to say. i guess he no face alr. ;D

2) we went back to class to have lesson.
Eddy: OH SHIT?! shit..
Me: ..??
Eddy: i forgot to bring my pencil case ... T___T er. can you lend me a pen?

ROFL! I told other ppl abt this and they all like " HOW CAN HE FORGET TO BRING HIS PENCIL CASE?!"

yeah so i was lending my stationery to him for the whole day.
when he drawing graph tht time still have to lend him ruler and pencil and eraser!
he didn't want to use my correction tape cuz he felt guilty. LOL LAH .

Lucas is very nice. (: during phys he ran down to help me photocopy the ws and missed out the experiment ;0 i laughed a lot when sitting between lucas and eddy cuz they are so dumb!
phys teacher explained for so many times still dunno. .__.

3) EDDY was asking stupid ques and kept answering wrongly during phys maths and blahblah. HAHAHA. can't resist laughing ;P then maths lesson he a lot of ques didn't understand. even the simplesimple log ques . then he kept asking me. so i did the working and explained to him.

aft reading my solutions he was like OH YEAH! LOL he brain blockage man. then the oldold maths teacher teased him lots too rofl.

mr peng : EDDY! why you look like sotong?! you all see , he looks like sotong leh! why so blur!"
eddy: ... (still with the blur face)
after a while mr peng turned to the other guy : YOU huh you look like FISHBALL!

darn i laughed like crazy xD so paiseh hahahah.

eddy 's a complete mugger man. though he copied his friend's ans,
he still bothers to ask me do the maths ques for him during morning assembly TODAY..
with everyone watching behind. and ppl teased him for asking me ques, as expected lol.

ANYWAY, he texts in class too. and like so open just take out phone and text.
I saw the person's name he's texting! ALICE! heheheh.. awwww.

then his phone kna confiscated on mon. still told teacher he was using calendar. so fake lah bullshits lol.
he said my skill of texting in class is PRO can! duh i ownzxc.

AFTER SCHOOL!

we went to JC canteeeen to have lunch. (:

all of us bought MANGO MADNESS. which is damn nice! (:
though i couldn't finish and threw away one third of the drink.. :{ ps.

then, went to meet dear and went home tgt ^^

i was tired. but he managed to make me laugh :D

i am so sorry for getting pissed with him.
but he didn't tell me what had happened! :(

okay shan't talk abt private things here.

2010-04-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

Tons of Love,

Éclair

2010-04-05T18:35:00.002+08:00

DEAR! time for VISUALISATION!

I (points the finger at myself!)
LOVEEEEEEEEEE (making a ❤ shape with my hands)
SHARK! (pointing at you!)

hahaha :DD

2010-04-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

spent the first day @ hwachong.
dunno why so tiring :/

urgh anyway it was damn cold. should bring my jacket tmr.
i am freeeeezing to death.
LITERALLY. ;0

well, my buddy's like the head among all the guys.
he's smthing like prefect lahh -.-
debate team.
half hongkong, half korean. :S

me and jiaqi were like "EWW. NO WAY" when we knew that he's half korean
-___-"

anyway he's nice lah. but boring. NO FUN ==
his voice is like damnfreaking LOW compared to all other guys.
then he got dunno what accent. the very formal kind somemore.
called me M'AM leh rofl. but aft a while okay alr.
he speaks fast and w the accent, i could hardly catch what he was saying man.
sarah too. both of us were like "huh? " "sorry?" "can you repeat?"
urgh .__.

my class 's diff from jiaqi and fel too.
mine is like damn stone. while jiaqi's like so crazy lol the class.
BUT SHE DAMN LUCKY NONE OF HER TEACHERS ASKED HER TO ANS QUES..

mine is the ...
chinese lesson, the teacher asked me and sarah to go up and intro.
please lah we intro alr right!
and she wanted me to intro in CHINESE somemore.
& WRITE DOWN MY NAME AND SCH ON WHITEBOARD.

然後就故意寫得很潦草他們就看不懂 xD
I think i intro-ed in chinese damn funny. cuz idk what fcuk can i say :/

anyway sarah's turn. worse lah she doesn't know chinese at all how to intro.
then she lucky do in english -.-

then the lesson's abt some patriotism issues.
kinda debated. then the stupid teacher, kept asking us to give comments.
she doesn't know chinese, then i suffer.

SS lesson also! walao. watched vid regarding the industrialisation of singapore.
then got ws to do. -.-
she suddenly asked me and sarah to ans sia.
lucky i listened VERYVERY carefully and knew what to say.. T__T

humans , my buddy , EDDY went for his hist class while me and sarah chose to go for geog.
abt earthquake those.
kinda fun lol.

well unlike jiaqi's , we have no maths and sci today at all.
eng geog chinese ss.
and their one lesson is like one decade long.
i kept falling asleep and daydreaming :[
tooo tired. cannot concentrate.

haha. among all the buddies right only got one is cute lahhs.
from volleyvolley (:
and sarah is kinda crazaye over him ;0
he's damn tall & skinny though.
shujia's buddy.
long time never talk to shujia alr since last year. :(
but she's still that niceee and cuteee lah ^^

anyway jiaqi was damn hyper kept crapping non stop & the cute guy was like wtf shut up lah..
HAHAHA.
but they're friendly enough though (:

felfel jiaqi me and wenqi .
woohoo (:

our small group aft sch when going tour around the sch ^^
the cute guy looks disgusting here ;0

i don't want to join their PE..
can die.
i think i just come up with some excuses on fri :DD

OH YEAH and the guy on the right who posed till so funny.
he's damn funny and cute can me and jiaqi laughing like shit xD
then jiaqi kept mocking his "FAIL!" using her super nasal voice. the deliberately one is worse can.
oh that's when the cute guy was like "shut up lah.." hahahah.
all cannot tahan lah teehee. (:

their school damn nice lorh :(

bus-ed to lil india and train-ed back to bk.
with jiaqi. hahahah.
i want to go back cedar :/

i am missing out impt lessons omfg.
go back must chiong. urgh.
_|_

dear i am missing you :D
haven't return you your Bible and PENS!
aww. :/

2010-04-04T18:43:00.003+08:00

yesterday was out to pay my bill.

saw a guy. looks familiar.

then i was wondering.

turned back. but couldn't see a fuck.

hahah.

then kinda sentimental.

.___.

myheartisbreakingbreakingbreaking :DD

2010-04-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

went to city harvest church today with darling jiaqi felfel yunjie and dear :D

my hair very screwed :/

our starbucks rock teeheee. (:

but his is so much NICER! unfair :(

BUT!!!! my shoes nicer lalalas. ^^
i drew until vehvehveh nice can ;P
got jap korean italian french eng and chinese ley :DD

but i drew on his shoes till damn fking ugly ;D
purposely one lah dun want his shoes to be nicer..

haha KIDDING ;0

CANDIDS HAHAHAHAH :D

anyway it was fun today. (:
we held hands and prayyyy ^^

jiaqi's cell leader marc is nice & friendly :D
shark said he's cute.
yeah quite lah -.-

me and felinaaa didn't know what to do though :/
so left out :x

but shark lent me his Bible. woohoo.

aft that we went to eat. but he forgot to pray before he ate..
and he forgot to do it after the meal..
LOL! ANYWAY.

i asked Jonathan how he prays before his meal (:
his ans "Dear Jesus, thank you for the food. Amen"
he damn lazy sia . so short.
okay mine will be like "We thank you, Father God, for the love that binds us, for the food that nourishes us, and for your giving of your Son into our world to save us. Amen."

hahahha i more pro.

(:

2010-04-03T15:23:00.002+08:00

Miss tan jia qi kept telling me that she misses ruisheng and the moments they spent tgt hell lots :/
but she doesn't like him.
hmm, i know this feeling.
i know how is she feeling.

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper
in your ear

Oh darling, I wish you were here.

Miss tjq's song.
& can't believe tht she actually played it on guzheng for ____.
oh my.

i am feeling blank.

2010-04-03T13:05:00.004+08:00

was trying to prevent J from walking out of my life yesterday.
and it works.
but everything feels so weird now.
the conversations are .. awkward.
anyway. he's back after all. (:
changed my blog song to the song that he sent me last time.
commemoration !
for today only. hahaha
but the playlist is kinda screwed -.-

then A is drifting away i guess.
my fault. didn't talk to him for very long.
urgh. so hard to make sure everyone stays.

never mind. if they come back. it's meant to be ^^
but i don't want to have regrets

AND! i still think that i need to apologize :/
shark could not go for jamming yesterday cuz he had band practice.
he could actually go for it tomorrow if i didn't ask him to go church with me.
x__x
i feel bad! :[

Claire says SORRY to all!

對不起喔。 ;(

2010-04-03T10:10:00.002+08:00

it's SATURDAAAAAY !
no much diff though -.-

so for yesterday..

damn! i washed stupid shark's chicken baby.
super childish lah tsk drawdrawdraw until the chick looks so disgusting .__.
cannot tahan, so went to give it a bath. (:
haven't dry yet i think.

last year 's class teeee. :0
aww.

did maths homework on the FLOOOOR.
cuz my table's haphazard. so many books.
sigh. hahahah.

then cleared table & read & did chem.
chem is fun xD
oh yeah, among the three sciences right i despise physics -.-
goddamn calculations. what's the diff ? since it's like maths.
oh well at least maths is so much more interesting. (except ~~GRAPHS~~.)

haha i guess i will only be interested in phys when it comes to FREE FALL ;P
but anyway i like my class's extra phys lecture every fortnight.

dark matters , Quantum's theories all those xD

took a nap . can't believe that i slept for 2 hours plus?!
shark said i am P-I-G.
wth! how can i be a pig and penguin at the same time?
or gene mutation -.-
rofl.

huijie darling text-ed and told me that she sort of found the shirt that i want.
hohoho. haven't go out with her yet! :D
looking forward to it though ^^
wondered if she has figured out how to make the heart shape sushi? (:

taken few hours ago!
still drying.

EH SEE LAH NOW THE CHICKEN BABY IS SOOOO CLEAN AND SOOOO CUTE.

credits: ME.

2010-04-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED EDITING MY NEW BLOG SKIN.
dammit :DD

hahah. time wasted. tasks incomplete.
i knew my time management sucks :/

oh noooo. :[
so screwed!
anyway , gna sleeeeeep :D

Happy Good Friday! ^^

2010-04-01T18:15:00.002+08:00

01042010

APRIL FOOOOOOL!

heheh. jiaqi kna fooled twice leh.
she believed tht today sch ends at 12.30 and there's no maths o xD
anyway no one fooled me ;)
i am too pro to be fooled xD

but i fooled someone hor (:
actually didn't think of fooling anyone . but jiaqi kept urging me to go fool ppl.
tsk :x

oh yeah she asked me to go her church for easter :0
hahahahah if he can go i go also ;P
then can draw on his shoes xD haven't think of specific things to draw,
anyway let's hope ruisheng goes toooo.

long time never talk to him alr :/
this's our fifth year mwahahahahah.

tmr good friday f lah i was planning to stay @ home and MUG -.-
cuz needa settle a lot of things before i go to hwachong next week.

scared i'll forgot :(

1) Maths hmwk
2) Chem 4 ws, complete the notes on molarity, read on separation and blahblah.
3) Bio project on digestion
4) SS project on british healthcare system
5) Chinese compre, read, gather info for the debate, write for the debaters cuz dun wna talk =.=
update my fking chinese blog which is only opened for my cher to see -.-
6) Chinsese td- 論文 -.- three ppl in the group doing the survey while i am the one doing essay intro .. oh yeah and the compulsory chinese lyrics writing competition?! damn i where got time to think abt this bullshit i mean i need more time!
7) complete reading the whole chap for phy on scalar and vector.
8) Eng TA nextnext week. complete the fking proposal.
9) if i still got enough time! REVISE GEOG cuz last term didn't even touch my brand new geog book -.-

i shall come out with the tenth.
10) sleep, relaaaax, go out (sunday only!) and request for a hug :/

DAMN MY TIME MANAGEMENT SUCKS TO THE CORE.
i shall do 1) and 2) and chinese compre tonight. for now aft blogging i shall go blog abt chinese shyt.

okay enough for stressing myself. shit i forgot, i should file my maths o notes, and practice on maths o ques too.. if i have time. but like real lah i got so much time meh.

don't wna waste my precious time going to church actually.
but if he can! uh i don't mind (:
and wtf hwachong so far.
& miss the whole week's bloody lessons.
then aft come back must copy pounds of notes frm friend -.-

heheh nvm it'll be fun. going there w wenqiii.
i know most of the ppl who go. and they are FUN!:D
so sad our class got 6 ppl backed out -.-

then mr anil go opened up the places for other classes.
haha nvm i get to see my old friends toooo ! ^^

realised i crapped a lot.
anyway for today, aft maths o went home with jiaqiiiiii & baiyuuuuu.
rofl. then the train stopped @ bk i was like "eh wait i think i need to alight & do smth @ bk.."
then forgot what i was supposed to do. so i alighted at sk.
aft i reached home suddenly realised that i was supposed to fetch my cousin -.-
so changed and went to fetch her.
SO DARN HOT CAN.

she was complaining sia asking why am i so late -.-
then i felt damn bad tht i totally forgot abt her.
so i treated her chocolate ice cream with choc chips.
with a strawbeeeeery on top. obviously is i put one :DD

dear said he wants also mwahahhaha too bad ice cream is sweeeet (:
remembered that i gave him strawberry yogurt , one m&m's, double choc "fancy delight", omg and the sweeet Sables (aka french butter cookies T__T).

i am worsening his condition man. ahhh i won't give you sweeeeet stuff alr okay!
you beg me i also don't give ;D

must camwhoreeee more cuz vicky will be gone in 2 months time.
good or bad!
idk .__.

hohoho. my necklaaaaaace ;0

2010-03-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

WATCHED THIS DURING SS LECTURE :D

2010-03-29T19:02:00.004+08:00

i know the picture i've taken is niceeee!
hahahahah, but on blogger a bit screwed :/

later need to do maths uh.
heheh, whatever.

huijie: i want to eat sushi everyday!!
me: heheh i want to try making but i never buy the bamboo mat :(
huijie: can lah use hands to roll!
me: really meh..
huijie: i want to try making heart shape.

huijie: i make for you! ;)

me: cannot lah impossible lorh!! (gesture) see lah the middle cannot stick tgt what!!

huijie: use mayonise! or vinegar!

me: huh?! cannot lah will not stick together!
huijie : I WILL MAKE IT FOR YOU. will prove to you (:

awww so shweeet ^^

pp stopped raining! but bk still was :/

anyway, drenched -.-

am not feeling good still :[

hehe should've waited for my shark to come and fetch ME! xD
but don't wna waste his time :/
my bag's wet lah. maybe tmr using the white one. bleh.
oh yeah sx's bag just "broke" today :x

so unlucky!

oh yeah , the secret thing i was doing for 9 hrs on sat was to B.A.K.E and making cards.
man i BAKED can i BAKED. :0
i am pro :DD
but my aunt said it's not nice . tsk. :/
huijie said her expectation too high :[
umm. but huijie's mum & friends said they're nice though :x

yeah she was right that day i was super particular T__T
first time that i've shown her tht i was particular abt SOMETHING.
was like should i use butter frm N. IRELAND or AUSTRALIA?!
anyway, the choc ones are screwed cuz too sticky :/
but nvm we melted the choc.

aft i added the condensed milk huijie said it's creamy and niceeee ^^
heheh.

but BUTTER MAKES YOU FAT! :(

i was getting kinda jealous. :DD
oh god. that's me.
i am getting JEALOUS over small things? -.-
darling hj said every girl does.
but i just feel :S to say it out, even if it's just texting.
shit lah where are my guts man.

today when i was conducting and teaching the whole ensemble i felt damn awkward too -.-
well but boonhui said later on they have to vote that's why every sec 3 must try.
at least i did it. gahhhh.

& REALLY lah my guts all no more. :/
pri 4 camp still dared to try flying fox.
then this yr sec 3 O-A-C, was all ready to do the zip-line.
then when i was up there .. "ohmytian i cannotcannotcannot too high alr shit i think i am afraid of heights now i cannot do it sorry i don't want alr i want to go down please i really can't T__T"
damn.
then i went dwn -.-"

i think it's because of last yr :[
@ shanghai, lester went to theme park w me.
then we took a ride on the stupid roller coaster , with track made up of wood.
first time on roller coaster can.
then i scared until cannot scream almost wanted to cry ;(

aft tht chose a quite low [sky drop].
i was literally screaming all the way up..
before it suddenly went dwn it stopped for a moment.
torture can. i was still screaming my head off when it stopped at the top.
then everyone else beside looked at me as if i'm some weirdo T__T

then it dropped. and i lost my voice.
lester was like 天好舒服喔我還要玩 when it was dropping -.-
darn him.

couldn't try the 90 degree one cuz the slope is just way too steep.
i swore to lester that i'd rather break up with my boyf than taking a ride.
;[
that show's how scary it was and how timid i have become.

2010-03-29T11:15:00.002+08:00

@ loss for words.
hahah.

oh yeah & hotmail is screwed.

looked back at my tagboard.
and realised that i kinda became diff.
lol.

2010-03-28T15:37:00.002+08:00

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today's a glorious dayyyyy.
gna finish my chem.

just realised a lot of my links are unavailable.
lol cuz i removed my tagboard & nobody can tell me if she/he changed url.
tsk. but anyways, i am not going to put up my tagboard (:

it'll be quieter this way.

2010-03-28T10:19:00.006+08:00

feeling weird.

was doing smth till night then started doing homework.

done maths lol.

i think what i've done yesterday is worth it lah.

as for inner feelings tht part (not to be elaborated :D )
have been feeling ____ since p5.

then could not help it. -.-
aft broke up i sort of learnt my lesson :D
but the same thing came back and happened again -.-

just couldn't control my ____ feelings LOL.
that's one of the reasons tht i broke agn rofl.

so i tried hard to improve in this particular area .
hoped tht i could control my ____ feelings.
third time,
at first it was okay , then slowly became dunno what lah.

only realised what i had been thinking is ridiculous till now -.-
kind of like double standard .__.
i meant i go out with other guys occassionally too.
but in the end even stopped texting cuz i know how the other party feels.
i can do that! but daoing ended up hurting the other person instead . -.-

FOR J:
he's okay with it alr, but it's a fact that i have once hurt him.
and he was that nice to me aft my broke up.
damn lol.

you know i never wanted to hurt you?
going to one year and i am slowly losing you i guess.
hahah. cuz the conversation became so formal and weird and i do not know how to reply eventually.
then i didn't reply. and i forgot about it.

but if time can be rewound i will do the same again.
for the sake of my love even though it means that you will get hurt.
laughs, i know i am that selfish.

only thing i can do is to thank you for all that you've done for me.

okay the present,
i know you aren't flirting . BUT, urgh, i don't know.

it's not about trust -.-

upside down.
wish to do a somersault and back to normal.
i don't wanna ruin my special day after all.

i live a complicated life(!) D:

if you don't know what the fuck am i talking, just ignore (:

sorry and and tata,

2010-03-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

it's another dayyyy (:
went for the public speaking course.
well, i don't wish to be leader .__.
realised that i am becoming more hectic nowadays with all sorts of programmes coming up.
the hwachong one will be over soon.
will miss 5 days of school however.
hope i can catch up lah huh.
thanks to jiaqi & felinaaa ;0

ms weeee asked me to go for one chinese compo writing competition?
on the spot one. @ nan chiau.
i was finding excuses like siao xP
1ST APRIL. *thinking: ohoh! will i be in hwachong on tht day?! pleaseplease..*
ms wee smiled @ me.
i checked calendar on phone.
*shit lah hci only starts on 5th..*
(trying to find another excuse.. thinkthinkthink)
*HAHAHAH IT'S ON A THURSDAY!!*

"uh miss wee i cannot go for it, i have maths olympiad. it's a thurs :DD"
"oh.. what time is your maths o?"
"2.15 to 3.45 ;) "

the competition starts @ 3 rofl thanks god.

"then i don't think you can go right you have your maths o?"
"yep we paid for it ;P"
"okay then i'll find another girl (: "

wow i'm so relieved.
cuz now my mind 's filled up with sci maths equations, new words like esphyxiate tht i learnt today, geog stuff and blahblah. can die leyy.
can't think of any chinese shit on the spot can :/

OH YEAH AND MY CHINESE ORAL SUCKS TO THE CORE.
didn't manage to get full marks for my reading -.-
anyway, it's like shit :x cuz i kept "erm.."
hahahah. gna work hard on my compre & compo. :D

a bio programme organised by NUS 's coming up too.
oh our class has so many opportunities :x
is it fair i wonder ? ;0
jiaqi wna to doctor hahahah!
but she hates bio. 0.0
i want biomedical engineering though.
heheh still remembered the e-career thingy recommended me to be psychologist or professor
rofl.

anyway, went to city sqr mall with my cca clique aft cca cuz we were released early!
yeah so me and huijie brought them to fancy delight.
each of them bought one and they were saying "OMG SO NICEEE! i want another!"
all the way xD

boohoo, i bought two double chocolate ^^
thought of getting one for my dear too :D
i don't think it was still warm when i gave it to him .__.
cuz his cca ended later. and i waited ahahah.
i hope he really thinks it's nice lah ;)
anyway ps for giving him stuff with CHOCOLATES :x

& stupid alvin daddy,
only wished me happy belated bday just now.
hahahah he should know he's late.
*evil laughters >:) *

pictures talking time :]

the pro found a SHARK leyy.
cuz i am more pro ^___^V

vickaye is leaving me soon.

i still have ryan though lol. :D

the day when i was been dragged to sci centre -.-

okay, this looks unglam :0

2010-03-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

didn't study for the whole day aft my cca.
damn tired can :/
i've no hmwk anyway.
so just slack.

i am so sleepy.
i like the way tht i lie on huijie darling's shoulder ^^

we were walking randomly, then heard a girl playing a nice piece of music using pianoooo.
me: omg the song is damn nice!!
huijie: gimme the score and i can play for youuuuuuu!
omg she's so sweet.

she bakes for me too omg ^^

okay maybe i am smitten ;0
haha i am not lesbian :/
but. i love her. :DD

heheh, if shark bakes for me then it'll be better.
cuz i'll be over the moon ROFL.

i love youuuu hahahahha :D

2010-03-24T20:19:00.001+08:00

No one can go back and make a brand new start.
Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,
sun without rain, .
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
Disappointments are like road humps,
they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards.
Don't stay on the humps too long.
Move on.

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want,
just sit tight and be happy.
because God is thinking of something better to give you,
When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means.
There's a purpose to life's events,
to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
You can't make someone love you,
all you can do is be someone who can be loved
the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.

The measure of love is when you love without measure.
In life there are very rare chances that
you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.
So once you have it don't ever let go.
the chance might never come your way again.
It's better to lose your pride to the one you love,
than to lose the one you love because of pride.
We spend too much time looking for the right person to love
or finding fault with those we already love,
when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

When you truly care for someone
you don't look for faults
you don't look for answers
you don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight the mistakes
you accept the faults, and you overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend.
You will never find one who can take his place.
Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older.

2010-03-01T19:16:00.003+08:00

left a lil bit to be fully recovered :')

haha, i can do it!

just realised tht jekjan gave me a lot of help.

his advices and opinions.

i really appreciated them.

still rmb last month when he asked me to shout i don't like him and he doesn't like me :)

it sounds ridiculous, but realised tht it actually helps..

okay, i was just confused.

but glad if i have once lightened up your life.
despite all the misunderstandings which i have yet to explain.
but nevermind. let them goes with the fleeting time :]
i'm like talking to myself rofl.

i learnt something each time.
the road we walked the kiss you left and the whole bottle of coke zero i have poured.
thanks for the memories.

mr shark! if you're reading this,
thanks for being so understanding :)

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

i am using back the lyrics of the same song tht you've sent me hahaha.
(:
don't always copy me .
I HAVE NTH TO SAY ALR! .__.
nvm, you knw what i want to say and what i'm thinking ;P

one way two say three words , four you.

i love you.

2010-02-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

Just one last dance
before we say goodbye;

i think i'm able to forget you.
just that it took a long time.
:D :(

2010-02-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

me and jekjan's fav song ;P

anyway. the concert ytd was fun.
had fun w huijie darling jekjan and blahblah.
yeah the music is mesmerizing. like what ruisheng said ;P
HUIJIE was totally crazy over a guy onstage and the guy sitting in front of us.
she said the guy onstage kept looking in our direction rofl.
then jekjan said everyone looked over when we walked in.
like wtf so exaggerated :x
then got one group of guys approached.
then one of them who looked like indian,
strt crapping " my characteristics are..."
me and huijie were like wtf -.-
too despo alr right!

anyway . gave valentine's pressie to huijie.
i will always be there for her. (:

then went home w hj jekjan rytha and shark ahhahahaha!
eh your shark bag damn cute lah.
anyway. he sent me home (:
BUT HE DIDN'T KNW HOW TO GO BACK.
then walked a few rounds. my heels hurts! kinda :/
HAHAHA.
anyway, stop "okayokayokay"! and "nonononono" ;P
he kept me for like half an hour.
then i reached around 11.40 plus?
i think it was the latest in my life -.-

i want more hugs :x

haha anyway, thanks jekjan for the song it's damndamndamn nice (:
<3
i owe him a hug. ;0
uh oh.

I knew I loved you before I met you.

2010-02-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

在對的時間，遇見對的人，是一種幸福。在對的時間，遇見錯的人，是一種悲傷。在錯的時間，遇見對的人，是一聲歎息。在錯的時間，遇見錯的人，是一種無奈。

歲月到底給了你多少時間，去等待與彷徨，去相遇與分離，去選擇與後悔?

jekjan said there's no love in this world.

2010-02-01T16:18:00.004+08:00

the girls sent the td works to me (:
td teacher asked me to be the last one to do it.. :/
ofc lah mine is perfect :/

anyway, chinese teacher said my grp compo is the best.
hahahaha duh.
i do until 11 plus leh.

tmr got zuo wen. on the spot. sian.
the topic is damn boring.

2010-01-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

and, BAIYU you this stm, this part is for you lah.

must i start frm the top? i think you forgot alr right -.-
nevermind i strt frm the singaporean tht part...

him: excuse me. can we be friends?
me: why should i.
him: because we are singaporeans!
me: *speechless*
him: then at least tell me your name? what's your name?
me: why must i tell you my name?
him: so i can call you if i see you next time.
me: okay fine.. claire..
him: oh claire. can i have your number?
me: .. again? please, how old are they.
him: erm, sec one sec two? how old are you.
me: I AM SEC FOUR. (:x) and i don't talk to kids.
him: then talk to me i'm 21..
me: wtf i don't talk to strangers.
him: but we are not strangers! we are FRIENDS! see, i know your name is claire. we are friends!
me: that doesn't mean that we are friends..
him: no, you're talking to me now! so we are friends already!
me: (laughing and speechless -.- )

the other guys behind : eh don't pester her alr don't pester alr!
don't pester lah.

him: y'all want to follow her uh?

then i cannot hear what they talking. so i walked away.
and they followed me home lah. -.-

and the setting is sengkang.

happy alr? you are far too curious. ;0

____________END!_____________

changed my blog stuff and blahblah :S
and my song! but cannot hear ley :/

這世界太熱鬧
怎麽傾聽
一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音
這世界再熱鬧
還好我們剛好在這裡
刚好很安静

2010-01-30T12:02:00.002+08:00

one week never blog alr .__.

haha.

my hectic life is killing meeeeeeeee.

CAs are coming too.

completed all the hmwk.

left revisions.

urgh. :/

so sad.

i was homesick last night -.-

i want hugs :(

I WANT H-U-G-S :'(

i think i'm a weirdo. haha nevermind.

alvin texted me last night.

he just broke up. aft like 2 yrs tgt?
i know it's painful. hope he can move on. and continue to smile (:
i think his saddness is so damn contagious.
then made me sadder :/

then that jonathan, talked abt waiting *ahem*.
hope the girl can like him back lah he really loves her okay!

and jiaqi, her crush kept telling her how much he loves his girlf.
her tears like brimming in the eyes alr lah f i don't wna see her crying in class..
*hugs*

plus daryl and his story,
the relationship and family so damn complicated and..

i just don't fucking understand why can't they stay single.
at least i won't see them getting hurt yeah?

i promised huijie i won't date. haha.
and she promised to trust me. (:

*but jiaqi said i will lose the chance and regret if i made the promise..*
:(
nevermind.. i don't break promises.
:')

idk why i want to hug someone so badly last night :/

although i planned to hug jane for his bday but the someone is definitely not him rofl!
oh yeah and ruisheng's bday.
can i buy him a banana??

2010-01-23T12:13:00.003+08:00

english TA next fri,

damn it. narrative. :0

gna work hard for it.

mum doesn't allow me to quit maths o.

darn, sigh.

so whatever lahh.

thurs went to see jiaqi's christopher w huijie.

rofl.

then bought a twinnnn gingerbreadman earring tgt with HUIJIE

damn cute can!

should take a pic next time C:

actually i wanted to buy the cookie earring for her,

then i asked her to guess which one i wanted to buy.

she guessed correctly!

and she loves the cookie earring.

mwahahahaha.

we are soulmates alright :)

i don't post pic here alr!

all on fb. ahahaha. [;

slept quite late last night.

then jonathan called at 11.20 plus.

i thought i switched off my phone around 11 15??

oh nvm, i was half aslept though. so just went to switch off the phone

ahaha. [:

i really don't talk to guys on the phone okay :/

i want to go and seeeee jane sch's taekwondo grading

but no time.

bye and LOVES ^^

2010-01-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

~~so many months have passed~~
~~and i'm still missing you that much.~~

WTF AM I DOING.
FML.

2010-01-13T19:21:00.003+08:00

my Baby Tony(!) ♥♥♥

ytd height & weight!
what the fuck!
i shrinked by one cm?!
some ppl got shrinked too.
wlao.
so my height=156?!
weight=40.
that was pretty fine though -.-
omg no the machine is inaccurate!
jq's 150 lol!
hj wants to lose weight! lol cuz she heavier than me .__.
i want to growwww.
RAWR.
:{
wq said drink more milk.
no use luh!
:/
i go skip :{
jonathan damn tall.
he 180 can gimme 10cm or not!
urgh.

okay so, today's half day.
cuz of seniors good o's result (:
hang around w huijie for a while before going home. ^^
haha.
the best thing abt today is tht i CAN GET A NAP!
lalalas. so happy. (:
hahah!

i want go poly luh. then can sleeeeep till latelate then go school :]
hoho.
anyways. did maths and chinese and chem.
(:

mr tan hasn't start teaching A maths i think.
grrrr. he so damn slow can.
:/

hahah. then today got spot check.
wtf eh.
I PASSED!
ROFL.
some kena caught cuz of the hair.

then they all say unfair!
cuz they don't believe that my hair can plus.
HAHAH.
;] learn from me luh.

can't believe tht yt kena caught also. her fringe damn short alr lorh.
then jq said her forehead veh "short" that's why still touch the eyebrow.
hahahah. :x

they nvr see my light blue hair band oso.
hahahah omg. ^^
then the scholar beside me start asking me which male teacher's the most handsome one.
.___.
then i said my mr ang. :P
haha! she agreed w me. seee! hahahhaha.
mr ang today damn strict.
he last time doesn't really care abt girls' skirts length.
now when he checked his class's he become damn strict sia.
lol.think he's the form teacher for A.

ahhh i want him as my maths teacher!
then i can do even better lorh.
i will score higher! bleh :x

anyway, with mr kang and mdm wong i also will luh.
:)

so now i got 106 outings to clear.
okay the sw korkor 100 times exaggerated.
so only 7.
for SOME ppl, i should cancel -.-
cancel TWO.
f them lah lol.
left j's, sw & d's, k's, e's, d's. and mei's.
the other fcuking ppl all cancel (:
i'm a busy girl ;0

hahah.
i'd rather go out w my girlfriends though.
girlfriends are priority!
hahahah! :D
wait longlong.

that darlie said he heard frm someone tht i'm epic flirt.
wanna strangle all of em sia.
i don't go out w guys lorh.
but aft i...

aiya nvm forget it.
don't really want to go out w em though (excluding the first 2)
just saysay nia.
sigh.

finally downloaded "i see you".
avatar's song!

SUPER NICE!(:

Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
I see me through your eyes

i'm feeling sad when listening to the song.

2010-01-10T14:46:00.002+08:00

ahhh...
just finished 2 more chinese compos.
shit luh lol!
have to hand em in by monday,
woohoo.

i spent alot of time on em okay!
my brain cells all die alr.

anyway just posted a long one on my chinese blog.
it's hmwk man!

anyway, so surprised to see my chinese teacher's comment on my previous post!
i was omg-ing.
so paiseh. :x
ahh..

he said if i'm lost in the new school i can call him for help!
hahah!
i get his number. hahahahah.
gotta save it in my phone later (:
he's nice (:

anyway, oh just stop talking abt chinese.
how abt phy?
i got one ques dunno hw to do.

for bio. okok luh.
i think i haven't FULLY familiarized with the functions of all the organelles in cell.
chem, omg mr kang so damn cute!
jiaqi likes him alot more than i do though. :x
jiaying said he looks like panda.
rofl ^^

fri cca.
was called out to talk abt my own progress last year.
(only sec threes were called out?)
then asked abt your DREAM position..
like president treasurer blahblah.
treasurer,lower/upper sec cor and president are a NO.
so just anyhow crap, saying vice p.
hahaha.

next week cca audition. me and huijie gna help out in selecting the sec ones.
untill six! omg.
i think i've to leave early to go home study and do hmwk -.-
damn.

next month is our cca month!
planning on how to...disseminate.
deciding on who's going onstage.
i don't really want to.
cuz once you're on stage everything must be neat.
no short skirt, shirt tucked in, fringe.....

LOL whatever luh.
friday the dm talked bullshit for abt one hour on our expected behaviour blahblah.
next wed spot check.
they will standardize the skirt length.
wtf lah does the skirt affect our studies?

... next week everybody wear LONG skirts.
fine lah whatever. -.-
i don't give a fuck.

after fri cca huijie wanted to buy egg tart!
haha so bring her to century sqr mall. (:
aft that she wanted to go manhattan fish market.
rofl. so we ate dinner there.
the meal damn..
so we shared :]

lunch- fish {grilled salmon -.-}
dinner-fish {pacific gory?}

then go back home somebody asked me to eat FISH again.
fishfishfish.

i become a fish can alr! :D

going to revise ss now.
:{
tmr got alot of lectures.
bringing jacket.
someone please remind me :x

2010-01-04T18:15:00.002+08:00

happy 2010!
:DD
it'll be a freshh start.
oh i love my friends (:

anyway.
updated. threee C!
ahahah, still C alright!
<3

ziqi and siyu were in 3C too. then the stupid mr anil go and change class for them.
-.- cuz they aren't in talent development..
..
the whole class's frm td.
wlao. so shocking.
all smart ppl.
being the best class's neither a good thing nor a bad thing.
anyway. sat at the front row!!!!

omfg. cuz jiaqi darling wants me to mwahahahahs.
can concentrate luh. not bad haha.
stop the habit of texting in class :x
but still did today. -.-
ahh, but not the next few days i think.
boohoo.

one more thing.
BOOKS ARE SUPER FCKING HEAVY!
urgh.

butbut, the teachers are nice yeah!
mrs wong and mr kang for bio & chem
winkwink.
i shall work harder harder harder :]

tmr got triple sci. can die luh...
so many sci abit.. weird lol.
the main prob is the heavy books.
but i left the bio in class today alr.
hahahah!

jogging continues. hmm
nvm it's good.

i need to go and creat a CHINESE blog now.
for the teacher to see nia.
holy f. :/ ......
cuz i'd rather blog than write. hohoho.

can't tahan his voice. accentaccent!
:x hahah.
chinese class also the best.
alot alot alot of scholars..
haha my chinese gna be sucky and lousy compared to them.
:{
bleh. anyway just work hard will do (:

GOGO!
i love three ceeee, :D

2009-12-24T10:18:00.001+08:00

don't wanna blog alr.

no time eh?

or...

anyway, i wish you a happy new year!

work hard (:

bye and loves.

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2009-11-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

will be leaving singapore tomorrow.

travelling alone as usual.
haha. don't have parents nagging aside?
kinda enjoy travelling by myself.
told aunt not to send me.
i can take taxi myself.
but anyways, she'll be sending me to airport.

the best thing about travelling alone is,
no one who's close to you will see the tears that you shed
when the plane takes off.

i'll leave the way smile, the way you hug me, and every single memory of you behind.
there'll be nothing left with me when i come back.
i'll do whatever you want me to do then.
work hard for your dream.
it'll come true.

i guess love's just a game which i can't afford to play.
i don't want to play anymore.

i love you enough to let you go.

如果幸福太过久远，就会变成模糊的回忆。
于是记忆中你的笑容你的拥抱你手心的温暖就被分开放置在转盘不同的格子里。
谁都只能拿到零碎的幸福，却再也无法拼成一个完整的大写的爱。
回忆里你的笑容可以染绿整个夏天，但时节却无法沿路回溯从前。

_______ by Claire, 031109"

can you see the pain in my eyes,
when everyone else believes the smile, on my face?

Goodbye, my love.

2009-11-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

so today went out with jekjan lah, brother eh.
laughed like hell.
cuz he wouldn't dance nobody.
cheat sia.

so asked him to do threee dares.
so fcking funneh.
post on fb.
hahahaha.

see ppl fly kites .
i oso want to fly.
haha.

he bought shweeets for meh.
asked him to buy kinderjoy egg.
LOL. damn nice lah i tell you.

i dun want to talk alr.
haha.
do i sound fake.

2009-11-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

currently reading this book.

by jimmy.

some kind of comic bah.

i love both the pics and the words.

must go and buy alotalot of books by him. (;

owning three currently.

hoho. :D

oh yeah!

comments of the year:

— is a bright, capable and conscientious pupil. She has a positive attitude

and shows enthusiasm in whatever she does. She works hard and perserveres to achieve her goals.

i'm so glad tht the chers are able to see my enthu in everything!

hahahaha. i abit psycho :x

my Passion for learning is excellent leh.

mwahahahs.

anyway,

talked to jane on phone.

gna see him dance tmr. ;)

YAY.

2009-11-02T18:44:00.004+08:00

011109"

went for td discussion this morning.
was late.
urgh..
anyway, i must do my work when i'm overseas.
;0

then, suddenly remembered that i've forgotten to bring
my option form lah!!!
must hand in to the office by 5pm.
-___-"

i'm stupid i'm retarded i'm idiotic i'm forgetful.

forget it.
then before lyrics course went to slackslack,
lucky the canteen's open.
so bought my greeeen tea ;DD
11pm the course strt.

小寒老师 is so casual though she's famous okay!
aft hearing all the stories,
now then know that celebs are really working hard aye.
she herself's also veh 辛苦.
haiis.
anyways, her lessons are supersuper interesting! :)

vanessa & joanne said they dun understand & it's veh boring.
hahah, no lah, if you understand what she's talking you'll find it damn interesting!
know alot about albums mvs and blahblah too. (:
i really really like her veryvery much man! ^^
i enjoy the whole course vehveh much.
tmr's the last lesson,
so sad!
cannot see anni sharon van joan & blah anymore! ;0
and mostly importantly 小寒 ;(
bleh.

have hmwk today.
write 4 sentences of lyrics.
hmm.. i'm gonna choose a song of stephanie sun's as my music.
hahahah.
the mvs that she let us watched today are really wonderful.
thanks! ;D

talked abt michael jackson and other music in the sixties seventies and eighties too.
hmm.
she very nice de. ^^

okay, so aft the lesson,
went back home.
had lunch while watching teevee for one hour.
then went back to school -.-

this time, WITH my option form as well as travel declaration.
LOL!
van and anni all got choose 9th sub leh!
van's is hist and anni's art.
my mother wants me to take 9th too.
wahlao eh,
i diedie also dun want to take uh.
esp ~~chinese literature~~. @__@"

then i crycrycry (fake),
she then finally relented sia.
only need to take eight.
tmd, what kind of mother i have!

so, alight @ hougang to go hg mall.
so damn long never go hg alr.
kinda miss it uh. can see the previous hse frm the stn ^^

then went to change my moneh.
$$
changed to hundred plus.
hmm.

btw, read the sec 3 chaps and done chem hmwk!
yay yay.
sci is so muthafcking interesting. ;)

compared to the chinese 报章报道.
ohmytian. newspaper report?!
can go and commit suicide alr..
i really dun wanna do this kind of thing...
i'd rather have compo! T___T
sob.
erhhh.

walking home.
alot of peepo skating.
i mean, skateboarding.
six or seven.
so freaking irritating lah em.
idiot. -.-

want to skate, ofc can!
just don't "hi" here "hi" there.
know to stfu guys!

i go rollerblading oso never "hello" here "hello" there right.

oh whatever.
i'm just too happy today.
abit sotsot , dunno why.
dun spoil my super mood.

with 愛s,
Claire

2009-10-30T22:07:00.004+08:00

mixpod doesn't have the song i wanted.
haiish.
so upload myself. ;0
i took a longlong time to do all the uploading stuff okay!

so listen to that. ;(
hahahah.

2009-10-30T20:01:00.007+08:00

OFFICIALLY last day of school!
:}
will be moving back to the original campus soon.
mwahahahs.

din get to celeb mrs. rw's byebye party.
man, i was like the only person who had course on.

hmm. anyways. the course was fun,
after the course went to find the three crazy peeps.
but couldn't find em.
so hang around w my classmates instead.
walked around the sch??

then saw ashi.
she asked whether i see the notice on the whiteboard.
i was supposed to go to cca room and help to pack asap!
wahlao.
hahah. went there the whole thing ended liao.

urgh. anw, huijie told me she going bugis with her pri sch friends.
i suddenly wanna go bugis. then she asked me to go ;P
so join her. mwahahahahs.
want to meet her frenz man!

so took 853 @ the bus stop.
planning to alight at kallang and take mrt to bugis.
(cuz 61 veh longlong time then come de. :( )

HOWEVER. when we boarded and tapped and sat down.
we saw 61 right behind,
tmd!
so, alight at the next stop and went to take 61.
we are noooob! ;0
andand, the bus nobody at all leh.
ghost bus. shivershiver.
hahah.

i got a badge.
actually wanna buy i love SG
but after consulting dear huijie,
decided to buy the other one instead.
which says:
I am bitchy on days ended with a "Y".

HAHA! ;P

then went to buy food.
hungry ;P
she said the ooki taiyaiki fish's nice!
so we buy loh.
tuna and cheeeese.
nice (:

huijie's and mine.
mine okay!
do not snatch or i will whack!
;0

twist!
hohohohs,
you know what,
i loveeee shop owners like this.
i'll buy more fish from you next time yeah!

fishfishfish.
i am shark.
bleh.

huijie and moi.

can you see my new red bitchy badge? ^^

ALRIGHT,

look at my results.
boohoo!i think it's lousy. D:
so haven't tell anyone of the family yet.
neither mum, nor aunt.
gahhhhh;

English: 69 B3 [one more mark to ace :( ]
Higher Chinese: 81 A1 [could've done better]
Maths: 86 A1 [need improvements]
Science： 78 A1 [damn, not well enough]
Geog: 76 A1 [soso,lousy uh]
Hist: 69 B3 [dropped by 11 marks -.- ]
Lit: 60 B4 [my lousiest sub! :'( dropped by 10m ]
D&T： 76 A1 [dropped by 10m.idc anw :x ]
Art: 70 A2 [should get A1 by right.work harder!]
Home econs 69 B3 [uh-oh.]
Civics & Moral?! A
Music A

i got so many 69 leh.
gimme one more mark lah.
then can get ace alr.
sniffsniff.
girl, you can't slack anymore!
next year must be nerd alr uh.

headache.
heartache.

2009-10-29T18:44:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOSHOHMYGOSH!

just checked email.
for Mrs R.W 's farewell party i'm supposed to be celeb?!
and must looked all "GLAMMED up and bimbo. act bimbo. talk bimbo."
sunglasses too.
urgh..
that = i must wear dress and heels and sunglasses?
act and talk bimbo.......
i can only be lian. bimbo, er.. horrible. 0___0"

nevermind.
you can do it.
T__T

2009-10-29T16:47:00.003+08:00

YUMMY WEDNESDAY♥

HUIJIE dardar made these yummyyummy cookies for us!
and, it's heart shape!omg lahh. heart shape ;P
The L and H is for moi.
mwahahahs.
C for celine P for pei ling F for Florence and N for nadia in her class.
and others i not sure :0
S and X for sixing and J and Q for jiaqi!

raspberry jam in between two pieces of heart shape cookies & also on the top!
(the letters) :D

tell you uh,
it's super yumyum! ;)

jiaqi class went for the earlier learning journey.
so she din get to eat.
hahah.
so in the end sx and me ate 'em!
^___^V

me: omg so yummy! next time bake for your boyfriend lah!!!! *__* (hyper)
huijie: (wide smile) *nodnodnodnod*

i guessed there were four nods.
bleh! ;D
i wish i could be her boyf!
then she'll bake for me everyday *0* [drooling, xD]

hmm. i can bake for myself too.
just bake at home can alr.
got all the mixer oven moulds and whatever shit needed.
just that..
er..
'cause i veh lazy.. so never bake at all!
sometimes help abit then run away liao. :x

baking so ma fan.
needs alot of time too.
then i'll turn the kitchen upside down!
in the end still need to wash up.
oily very hard to wash de lehh.
D:

i'll never bake for ppl. :S
well er.. excluding boyf luh. :S
but it's still impossible.
cuz i swore no boyfs!
hahahahah. >:D

Learning journey. to some ceramics making industry

i can only make fuggly thingies in a limited time!
:x

hahahah.
learnt quite a lot of things.
can use 'fun' to describe the whole journey aye.

LAZY THURSDAY♥

today!
manymany freaking boring idiotic talks sia!
in the morning went to hall for talks.
THREE UK trips talk.
-.-
wtf. just wanna show us the benefits that you'll get if you take lit in sec3?
ohh please.
was sleeping all the way.
jane's sms woke me up. -.-
then huijie and sixing called.
they pon-ing the talks and were slacking in classroom.
i said i in the hall then not good to pon just like that.
hoho.

after the "TEDIOUS" (roll eyes) uk trips talks.
there came the CHINA TRIPS TALK.
was like
can you peepo just stfu?!
futhermore, the presenters weren't prepared at all .
not even a tinytiny bit.
after i woke up, counted the number of "erm"s that one of the presenters has said.
(first uk trip talk)
wanna know? well, it's twenty-three.
just in a mere period of time when i am not sleeping i am sober and i am listening to every word.

that means there were more "erm"s in fact.
i'm not saying tht i can present fluently without a single "erm",
but can't you at least be prepared before you present?

so when mdm faridah told us that there'll be goddamn china trips talks following the uk talks,
.....
i really cannot tahan anymore.
the hall was damn packed too.
==
so went out of the hall and go upstairs.
wenqi was th only one in my class!
aiyo.

she playing her ipod.which's beautiful and awesome! :D
LOL!
then drank water got a cute hp theme frm wenqi and went to next door.
jiaqi called and asked where am i.
told her tht i pon talks and was in huijie sixing's classroom!

later she came up and joined us (:
slacked in the library. playing com and chatting while this darling jiaqi talked to her boyf on the phone.

played half way heard mr joseph tan's voice.
dun wanna tio caught lah!
but anyway,
continued our nonsense till 11am cause i've to go for my
chinese lyrics writing course. ;0

conducted by 小寒.
she wrote so many songs for those famous singer yeah.
propro.
and she was a CEDARIAN!
^^

she's veh friendly hahah.

i was a bit late for the course. [but it hasn't strt ;P]
cuz i went back to say goodbye to huijie aft taking my things.
HAHA! ;x

a lot of ppl in alr.
dunno should sit where.
so just picked some random seat.
just beside the biatch. 0.0

then sharon of twoH turned. (was surprised to see her.)
and said hi and asked me to move in front, took a table and beside her.
so movemovemove,
and sat beside her :D

talked for a while. then annie of twoM turned.
(surprised agn. always focus on one ppl when talking xD)
then asked me to move beside her.
so hesitate a bit and movemovemove in front ;x

in the end i was settled in th first row.
haha can see 小寒 so clearly ;0

anyway, she's lot of singer friends.
obviously. ;P

the course was pretty interesting!
so fun yeah (:
still have three more lessons.
i'll learn a lot! sure thing. :D

the sec ones and twos went to CC for some more TALKS when we having course.
diao lah.
then aft the course have to go talks agn.
wanna pon the talk.
but nth else to do.

so went to CC and listen to bullshit.
ziqi was playing sims all the way.
too bored alr mah.
can understand.
i wanna play mine too.
but then mr chai kept walking around.
walao.

talktalktalk and finally it ended, aft a decade. -.-

and went home!
:D

MONSTER LOVE♥ from Claire :D

2009-10-29T16:14:00.004+08:00

Mrs R.W, our sec one lit and sec two eng teacher,

will be going back to England.
the class will be organising a lil farewell party for her tmr (:

we'll be singing Do I Make You Proud.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxshrIJoeoI

haha. :D hope she'll like it. just wanna say, you are great! always encouraging us and giving us the motivation to do better! really thank you for everything you've done for us. best wishes to your journey ahead. loves. (:

2009-10-27T14:46:00.005+08:00

watching teevee and saw 陈伟联's (kelvin tan) new song.

here's the mv. darn!can't believe that i fking cried alot at the last part.
unbelievable. 0___0"

2009-10-27T11:23:00.005+08:00

sicksicksick

yesterday.

still sick.

went to school anyway.

cuz paper checking day.

quite sad luhhs.

a few subs did not do so well.

farfar below my expectations.

like sci. wanted and supposed to get above 80.

but got 73, an A2 instead. :(

maybe you'll say "very good alr what!"

but to me, urgh, it's just like so low.

my mcq got alot wrong eh. more than 10 i think.

i'm so damn stupid lah. ;0

LOL. though still can get in triple sci lah i think.

as long as you got ace for maths and sci.

my CAs eighty plus. so overall my sci still A1.

aiya whatever.. :[

then maths.

wanted to get above 90.

then, 89! wth.. a few marks away.

because of my careless mistakes.

want to bang against the wall sia.

literature is my worst sub lah.

i chose unseen prose instead of poem.

the prose's abt relationship.

i never write finish and oso dunno how to write.

then got 11, failed the unseen prose ;0

wenqi got damn high for that lah!

she said i must get a "man-friend" in order to understand the chars' feelings and blahblah.

omg i dun understand lah 0__0
but wenqi ah,
i really do hope you can "stop it" soon.
cuz it's veh er..not good and dangerous to get involved with a "man-friend"
:( sigh.

oh yeah. my overall for lit's B4 i think.
B4! omg lah. T___T

geog 78, not so good.
stupid geog.

hist bad. B3 man.

damn,
how come i was the only one who didn't have time to complete all the humans essays?!
lit geog and hist.

i must practice more!

higher chinese. totally like shit luh.
will kana scolded for sure.
compo 18/20. one mark lesser than last year.
gosh. i hope th marker can gimme full marks lah.
*greedy* :x

functional writing 8/10. ==

my compre lousiest eh.
38.5/55.
wtf can't even get 50!
my compre sometimes suck sometimes don't.
headache.

so overall end of yr chinese A1. plus paper 3.
77 nia!
$^%^%&%(&)(!!

lucky my CAs 85. at least can pull my marks up a bit.
sniff.

eng soso. B3. failed my summary. the points not there
:S

so now just wait for report book and scolding bah.
only got 4 A1s [overall] for main subs this yr.
geog maths sci chinese.

grrr. last yr i got A1 for hist.
damn.

to sum it up.
my EOY was SUPER LOUSY.
forget it,

Option 1 :

english
higher chinese
E maths
A maths
Chem
Bio
Phy
Social studies/geog

Option 2:

english
higher chinese
E maths
A maths
Chem
Bio
SS/geog
pure history

Option 3:

english
higher chinese
E maths
A maths
Chem
Bio
SS/hist
pure geog

the school better make sure i get my option ONE.
must wait till 13 nov leyys.
;0

anyways.
i can't slack anymore.
i think i slacked for more than half a yr this yr.
never revise.
everyday just dunno do what.

exams coming then strt burning the mid night oil.

-___-

i SWEAR i'll work super hard next yr!

no boyfriends! i SWEAR you were my last boyf for my secondary years.

I SWEAR!!!

okay well.
the chinese hmwks are super fucking irritating!
and all the hol hmwks are counted into the chinese CAs 2010.

i really LOATHE doing CHINESE hmwk.
don't ever think i ~~LOVE~~ to do 'em. -.-

yesterday went to seee doctor.
got a mc.
great.
it's my very first and last mc of the year 2009!(:

talked to jekjan @ night.
he super bored sia.
and my voice was like shit.
cuz of cough and sore throat -.-

anw, can't wait to see his and mine domo shirts.
hope he won't draw till freaking unglam.
imma gna write my own big name @ the back!
jane is a great brother.

hahahahaha.
i'm taller than him （；

bigfat♥ s
C,laire.

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way.

and
where do we stand?

Avalanche- Marie Digby

2009-10-24T21:44:00.004+08:00

The week.

ryan: i'm pro! ;P

vicky: the dog soooo cute! :D

2009-10-24T18:19:00.004+08:00

thursday.

dunno do what uh.
did yoga for post-exam activities.
fell asleep in the school hall.

well. most of the other ppl did too :(
LOL.
sleepy.

friday.

no school.
promotion day.
went for cca in the morning.

spent the whole afternoon tidying my room.

threw alot of worksheets booklets blahblah away.

all cleared.

then placed my sec three books nicely.

haha.

bought add maths, bio and chem books alr.

if get in triple sci then buy phy book.

the books super thick luh can.

hais.

must do everything nicely before i leave.

evening went down for rollerblading till very shiok.

lol. i used to roller skate with ppl back then.

with boyf (?)

no, not boyf. just merely like each other only. LOL.

difference between rollerblade and roller skate:

rollerblade's wheels are in a single line?

while roller skate has two pairs of wheels.

one pair in front one pair behind.

haha..

so won and other seniors went for ice skating aft cca.

i wanna try too! :)

there'll be a chance..

anyway.

at night watched death note.

watched alot of times liao.

but just wna see my L luh.

that's the only purpose.

haha he so cute.

watched half way till 1 plus then went to sleep.

TODAY:

tonight got BOF uh.

last epi.

haha. jihoo.

so sad.

read my fav book.

suddenly felt melancholy.

then dropped a few tears. haha.

finished packing my things alr.

almost there.

just left my holiday hmwks which haven't been distributed.

i should bring my bio book there.

mum wants me to have chinese lessons during the hols.

and maths? and she wants me to bring back all sec 3 books to study.

fuck.

can't i rest for a while? please.

whatever, i am going against her wills.

THIS'S MY RESPITE. understand?

cuz i feel sad here. for no reason.

or maybe there's one?

i don't know.

having fever.

39.2℃

may not be able to go for "water activities" w huijie and sixing tmr.

i am so sorry.

2009-10-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

那一陣子有你
美得不像現實

多高興每一幕
都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事
當過你的天使

趁鼻酸能掩飾
讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次。

2009-10-21T19:25:00.007+08:00

cca over.
talked and chatted w seniors for longlong.
suddenly aware of the CCA points.
erm, from the strt of sec 1 i already decided not to do 100hrs for CIP.
cuz i'm lazy

WHAT'S ALL THE CCA POINTS FOR?

alright. you'll get 2 bonus points off your o lvl L1R5.
sigh.

done booking.
i never print out the itinerary. and close the page.
don't remember the confirmation no. too.
i thought they would send you by email too man.
but i didn't receive.
suck to the core luh -.-

haha.

wth, have to check in by 4 plus.
man, i don't need to sleep uh!
i shall sleep at 8 the day bfore -.-
AND, when i choosing seats right NOBODY chooses the seats near to the window sia.
they all choose the one closest to the passage way.
right. i KNOW it'll be more convenient sitting there.
i just can't SURVIVE w/o the window by my side however.
must tahan luh. saded.

i don't think i'll have check-in luggage.
so, means no more spaghetti sauce.
rofl.
daddy, no spaghetti for you (cooked by ME). lmaolmao.
too bad uh. i'll make it up to him lols.

and i can't bring my greeeen tea aboard.
no liquid -.- same as usual lah.
sian.
i guess they have heineken on the plane yea?
-____-

oh uh. just checked and it's illegal to drink (below 18) in sg?!
haha. don't tell me i was against the law yeah.
heck care luh.
i drank when i was veh young.
asked from dad.
one cup nia.

but till now still don't like beer :S
so only drink once a decade. HAHAHA.

i freaking hate aeroplanes. ☠ ;[

last night dreamt of somebody.
all about him.
ohmygosh lah. -.-
i didn't think of him before i sleep. :(
idk why luh.
did i cry in my dream?
LOL.

and woke up. still remembered everything happened in the dream.
few seconds of happiness, and then melancholy.

i don't know.

Are you happy?
are you?
i hope you are.

2009-10-21T14:23:00.008+08:00

EDITED!

currently in sch waiting for the freaking cca to strt man -.-
3.30!
there's a meeting in 6 min time.
so, for tdy's post-exam activities...

1)Hip hop dancing.
dance till veh shiok (;

2)movie
the movie's touching man!

3)sexual edu
got elmo and cookie monster to teach us.
mwahahahas.
cool.
SEX. yeah right.

4)lil briefing on streaming

godgodgod i MUST take triple sci!
then i can take only ONE humanities.
which's compulsory,
one choice,
SS/Geog.
combined humans. that's elective.

dun wan double sci. if not you have to take a combined humans PLUS
either pure geog or hist or lit.
imma not gna do a pure humans for sure.
just kill me.

for maths, taking E Maths and A maths.
hope i get either mr ang (; ms chin who's my maths o teacher-in-charge or mr eric tan.
NO ~~MR TAY~~ ;S

bio sounds interesting,
sciences here i come!
humanities shoo. :(

ok tata!
LOVES.

okay. imma back :D
meeting over hahah.

i'll not be going for cedar open house which's on the 28th.
HAHAHA.
but still need to help packing the instruments man.
and i'll still be performing for cedar home coming ;0
hey goodbye potong pasir.
i will not miss you.

oh right.
song lyrics writing on 29 30 oct and 2/ 3 nov.
i think i wanna go back on 4th nov.
lalalas.
i gna book the ticket and choose my very own seat TONIGHT -.-

chosen for the what creative arts writing??
four pupils.
there'll be a mentor guiding us on how to write thingies?!
2010 till 2011.
great yeah.
i love writing :x

BUT, ms wee said we have to send in 5 to 8 pieces of writing to her by the end of the yr.
hmm. i can take the ones that i wrote in the past :x
if i can add my EOY compo in, that'll add up to threee. (lazy :x)
omgosh.
the rest...
very good, i'll have my prof daddy to help moi during the hols.
hahahahah. i'm so smart. daddydaddy ;P

anyways, mum just came to visit in june.
so i should go back and visit my dad huh?
LOL. erm, suddenly dun feel like going to visit mum.
cuz it's winter!
used to love winter. BUT , NOT NOW
cuz my nose will kana blocked.
and i fking hate tht! :(

so, a tropical place aye.
;P
dun need to buy sweaters too. xD

2009-10-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

oh baby,

i am so afraid to see..

2009-10-19T11:14:00.004+08:00

done with the new blog song!!!

YESYESYES. imma so happy & touched. :')

AND! i think i'm going abnormal hahahah.
start dwnloading kiddy songs (those i used to listen when i was young :0 ).
and put em in my mp4 and phone :x
omg.
a sense of nostalgia;

hmm. i'm always changing blog song. ;P

faster listen uh.
i think imma going to change it to a jap one very soon ;)

i never want to be without you.

2009-10-18T19:26:00.002+08:00

so freaking bored. :0
must i go out?!
whatever hahahaha. -__-
spent the whole day on nothing.
just readwatchteevee and took a nap.
and the nap= 3 1/2 (?!)
imma becoming pig.
or i'm alr one -.-

plan for tmr.
slack?!
go internet and learn origami for the post-exam activities.
honestly, oh-i-hate-origami.
then, dunno lah, go compass and slack.
then er, badminton or swimming?
i don't wanna get a tan yet.
so badminton's the preferred choice aye?

after that, i've nothing to do alr!
don't freaking wna touch those unfinished maths practice paper.
or mayb i should?
just for fun. ==

aunt asked if i wanna go back earlier.
cannot luh. form chers every yr around this time will keep repeating
the "you-shall-not-go-overseas-before-the-actual-school-holidays" rule.

"aiya nevermind lah tell the sch my family got funeral need to go back.."
:x
then got "scolded" for being...
HAHA. bleah. ;)
aunt said ask the uni teacher to write some letter or shit.
so i can go back earlier (?!)
LOL? unacceptable and impossible.

ohmygod so when's the talk on streaming?!
i freaking wna skip ccas during holidays.
arghh.

somemore if my results cockedup one i sure diedie.
esp my humans like hist and lit. :x

i want to die alr.

don't want to watch dramas lah eyes freaking pain.

must go and cut my fringe.
banggggs? o.o
cut into short hair oso can lah. -.-

i saw a guy now.
or man.
super tall.
200cm plus i guess.
oh.
gimme 10cm will do thankyou.

R for Randomness.
bye.

2009-10-17T20:10:00.002+08:00

i am rotting rotting rotting @ home luh!
still have threeee days off next week :0
omg i dun wna go out!
everyday shopmoviebeachcycleandblahblahblah!
nothing else to do alr.
so freaking boring.
urgh.
can't we do smth FUN?
sniffsniff.
s'pore's so small.

i should go fly kites. -.-
or, maybe flyer?

then at home,
though books are fun to read.
i super sian of books alr.
read until my eyes pain, really.

the only thing i enjoy is watching teevee.
HAHA. :C

idontwannago OUT!
i can't wait to get back to school -.-
at least can learn smth or whatever shit.

our class's doing hiphop for post-exam activities.
NICE. going to hiphop like a mad woman -.-
can't wait for the relay too. and run like hell.

and my four-day lyrics writting course arranged by td teacher.
she's a famous lyricist man. ;0

anyway, whatever.
can't wait to get out of s'pore,
and i'll get to sleep in the train climb the mountains and let the snowflakes fall on my tongue.
or maybe i can go to grandmother's bigbig house @ countryside.
watch trains passing by play with the REAL swing and scream at the ugly toads as loud as i want.
that's life.

overall,
i THINK i'm kinda sian of s'pore alr.
or very.
these incessant summers...
the years without seasons.
there're no seasons, and i sometimes lose track of "time".

months and months just passed without any notice.
cuz there're no seasons to make you aware of the fleeting time.
no swirling yellowish leaves, no penetrating "winter's wind".
LOL!
october's going to end soon. so is the year 2009.
just so.. fast?
hourglass.

hey. i guess i am weird.
super weird.
.__.
right huh.

一年, 又一年。
那些刻意忘記的瞬間
還是鮮明地跳動在記憶的某個角落?
想愛的，是否已經不能再愛?

于 2009' 夏。

end of the story. Claire.

2009-10-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

East coast day.

can't upload the whole thing.

alot pics lah take a long time.

all on fb agn :x

anyway,

had fun.

cycled.

watched 500 days of summer.

went to orchard and shopped.

super tired.

i no stamina sia.

500 days of summer uh.

so sad.

almost cried.

but never.

HAHAHA

the woman is bitchy,

my perspective.

monday tues no sch.

sian. fri no sch.

huijie sixing maybe coming over to sengkang :D

go to the bigbig swimming pool and play.

there're slides and all those.

quite similar to wildwildwet.

but i think the slides @ sk scarier. -.-

i went for once and never dare to play it again.

still haven tried alot of the slides.

i am noob. :x

sixing, come, show me the "you noob lah!"

HAHAHA.

anyway, accidentally deleted a precious pic.

OMG. fuck lah!

that's like the only pic that i have as a memory.

imma idiot.

LOL.

don't care abt me.

tired. i gna sleep now.

now.

2009-10-15T20:42:00.008+08:00

SO.

had a veryvery fun day today w em.

muackies. :3

HAHA!

other photos on facebook.

i lazy to upload alr :(

EXAMS OVER EXAMS OVER EXAMS OVER!

kept qubbling.

haha.

they said sci suck!

no lorh,

i said : I LOVE SCIENCE.

haha. two vs one :(

anyway.

today sci suck, i veh careless x__x

5+ marks gone.

mwahahahhas.

they said very hard the paper.

but i tell you, the ques were super interesting. :x

haha whatever. go die!

tomorrow other ppl having CSP and MSP test.

so we these ppl who never take third language can go party!

yay. ^^

going east coast with darlinqs.

hoho.

going to watch movieeee too.

500 days of summer.

how long was my summer?

i don't remember.

don't

remeber.

OH YEAH

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXm5IRHqAqI
hey tan jek jan !
don't forget your promise to dance for me.
wahahahs.
must dance liddat okeh!
LOL.

2009-10-14T15:08:00.001+08:00

have a good laugh.
and a nice day! :D

2009-10-14T12:50:00.009+08:00

141009'
maths paper over.
hope to get above 90. (:

tmr sci.
wanna get above 90 too.
cuz i think my humans really suck ;0

SCIENCE. haha love you. :D

and, jekjan got back his phone.
._______.

hey. we aren't moving on.
are we. LOL.

gogo, continue flirting -.-
i ain't. so please freaking get tgt w tanjiaqi & flirt tgt. okay!
thankyousomuch :D

oh yeah. jiaqi got lil korean alr. (:
must prevent her frm flirting when he goes back to koreaaaa.
hmm. ;0

tues 1201009:
on mrt aft test. hougang stop;

jiaqi: eheh see that guy hot leh. *.*
me: ...
jiaqi: i mean look at his legs,
me: see the way he carries his bag. so gay -.- like XXX..
last time i see XXX he also carry his bag liddat. wtf super gay uh.
jiaqi: but hot what..
me: ...

then walking home tht time kept thinking how come now th guys like to carry those kind of bags in that kind of way -.-
like girls go for shopping tht kind.
grrrr.
is it some kind of trend yeah? i guess so .__.

anyway, my perspective : it's G.A.Y.I.S.H G.A.Y fullstop

& you bitchy bitch, i don't walk like lian. -.-
i walk like penguin, alright?!
waddlewaddlewaddle.

^^

okay, let pictures do the talking.
imma tired!

got yearbook today.
woohoo.
Claire ❤ Cedar (!)
and twoC. yeah. (:
hope i can get into 3C next year.
HAHAHA. C mah.
but whatever lah as long as it's triple sci class can alr.
mwahahas. (:

and! class photo inside.
i never sit straight.
urgh -.-
and compared to the row my skirt's really freaking short.
omg,
damn you.

my lil garden on the corridor (:

you like it? HAHAH.

bought the lil watering can.

it's cute isn't it ^^

ALL mine,

property of Claire. :D

all of us veh kiasu.

changed calculator battery (@ home)bfore maths test.

screw-ed open the cover and that's the inside view!

amazing o.o

screw you! haha. ;P

The future ballerina, Vickywicky.

hey babe stand STRAIGHT. :x

that's all.

looking forward to tmr.

END OF EXAM man!

aft that got post-exam activities briefing.

walao.

anyway.

inter-class games, i'll be running! relay.

haha yay. you'll get to see how fast i run.

mwahahahs :x

after briefing go huijie house bakebake.

she said bake cream puffs :0

chocolate?

i want to bake heartshapemuffin. :)

idc lah, as long as it's heart shape.

'cause i love you. :[

stop reading!

Love,

Claire.

BabyBaby___SNSD [Girl's Generation]

2009-10-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

2 more tests to go.
tmr maths and thurs sci.
HAHA. humanities.
flunk em! :D

will post agn soon.

every single memory
along the way.

2009-10-09T12:51:00.007+08:00

HISTORY test WAS over.
didn't have time to complete the paper, as usual.
D:
bleah. i wrote until my fingers & hand pain uh!
sniffsniff.
i did the two essays first.
then cai went back and do the source based ques.
aiyah.
i only can get A2 liao. :(
so sad. :(

later overall got B3 i sure go and bangg the wall.
urgh.
thenthen, monday geog alr!
omg. i HAVEN'T MEMORISED all the points man.
huijie and jiaqi they all either memorised all or half alr!
ohmytian.
i am so freaking far behind.

i am going to studystudystudy geog till midnight today.
MUST!
remind me.. ;0
hmph. i believe that i'll eventually start to LOVE this sub.
gepgraphy :}

we are going to get a COLOURED map for map reading.
andand, the name of the places hor, all made up one.
very funneh =__=
then the map is so damn freaking big!
and the words so small.
i'll definitely have a super hard time finding the places.
shit lurh, like that means i'll spend alot of time on map reading!
idiots.

& i'll have to do TWO essays.
hahahaha. my hand and finger's gna break.
T^T

please. don't give ques that are toooo hard...
;(

thurs got back my SMO & AMC certs.
then i went to do a maths EOY paper, Gan Eng Seng Sec Sch.
daddy's school yeah? ^^ (i miss him! :0 )

AND, i kana stuck @ the very first ques. -___-
with the SMO & AMC certs lying on the table i felt so fucking ironic and retarded sia.
the whole class dunno how to do the ques.

ax(3x-b)-3x(x+1).
find values for a and b.

mrs chia was like "huh?!you all don't know how to do the question?the paper is supposed to be easy!eh you know hor.. (blahblahblah), all of us have high expectation for y'all leh. all PSLE A star students you know?C H A and M. you better sure you do well huh!"

.......
she really wants us to get top agn?
..jiayous 2C, you can do it.

anyway, that tricky ques turned out to be really easy, like what she said.
our brains. urgh. can't think of it in the other way round.

haiish, if there're these type of ques in the coming maths paper,
i don't think i can think until liddat x__x
sometimes mind will go blank.
then die alr.

SCIENCE.
don't need to say.
not there yet. haven't even read through.
hujie memorized alot alr.
so on the bus i asked her to help me memorise some!

tartaric acid,
ascorbic acid,
citric acid,
hydrochloric acid,
lactic acid.

that what she told me and i remembered.
the names and their uses.
dunno correct anot, must go and check later.
UH.

weekends cannot rest alr.
STUDY.

if you love maths and sci. you must do well.
:D

origami? the yellow flower is MINE! & the red's pearlyn's.
mwahahahas.

went tuh heartland mall @ kovan.with huijie

after hist test.

go there and buy smth that i need.

HAHA.

then we saw the sushi and decided to buy some (:

look @ the pic!

she bought a pink one.

i bought a red and white one.

she said i'll look like santa when i wear tht.

i am what!

HOHOHO. :D

aft that, i went compass to buy ruler and transparent pencil case for exam.

finally, HOMED.

* i tell you uh, tan jia qi is supersuper pro! she can complete the whole hist essay. OMG. her hand and fingers super!*

okayokay, long post. i have to go. (:

peepo, i don't talk cheeeem alrights.

huijie & sixing say my sms veh cheem. where got?!

HAHA.

anyway, to myself : eh, don't be so nonevent. :x

woohoo.

buhbyes, have a nice day. ^^

i love you.

CLAIRE!

2009-10-07T16:03:00.005+08:00

yesterday;

sarine dragged me and octopus to see her new boyf.

hmm.

this girl uh, always giving me kisses and hugs.

got boyf never tell me. hoho.

anyways, her boyf is TALL lah literally tall.

according to her he's 188.

haha.

wish her all the best!

& don't change boyf so fast, my "brain" can't catch up.

HAHA.

anyway. jiaqi's lil korean boyf doesn't know how to repay me.

mwahahhahahs. see, i so nice. help y'all alot :x

i am the BEST! :( lol.

don't need to thank me,

i just wish you two can cherish each other before it's too late.

don't do silly things which are hurtful to each other alrights.

no regrets. :)

then at night,

someone suddenly texted me.

kind of horrified.

cuz we have absolutely nothing to do with each other alr.

then i thought i did something wrong. -__-

scared me to death seriously.

(& recently alot of ppl texted, no names one only the numbers. urgh. peepo, please tell me who you are cuz i forget abt you liao. )

anyway, it was like, very sudden.

haha, yeah.

i know that i did change a lot, over the years.

it's a part of growing up isn't it?

maybe i changed in a way that isn't as nice as before.

or rather, as time fleets, it has just become some kind of pretense.

to protect myself from getting hurt.

i am unsure about myself.

LOL. for example?

smileys don't appear in my texts anymore?

i'm not as friendly as before?

and ppl thinking me as lian?

& the fb half-true quiz,

"The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality"

that's what it gave me.

HAHA.

i've changed.

and i know it.

cuz i made myself change.

but if you're one of my close friends like ruisheng,

4 years,

you'll "adapt" to the new me.

haha, banana, still remember?

the longlong heart to heart talk on msn.

i ain't "rare". & the one-in-a-million Claire will be gone soon.

THE PRESENT:

slacked in hujie and sixing's classroom aft the programme @ hall.

dicuss abt our outings aft EOY.

will spend a day @ east coast, then movie at cine, and shopping at ION.

perfect isn't it?

haha, :D

we were like super excited.

can't wait for it.

NONONO, don't think abt it now.

concentrate!

friday is your history test alr..

and you haven't memorize all the points!

oh fine. tata for now. ;0

LOVES,

CLAIRE

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars.

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

as my memory rests

but never forget what I lost.

___Wake Me Up When September Ends/Green Day

2009-10-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

my sci is getting worse!
omgosh.

i don't like chem .__.
still can't differentiate combustion/oxidation.
electrons what?! loses?
urgh.
i can't remember.

i haven't start memorizing all the impt thingies yet.
0__0
cuz i thought sci's the last test so i can slack abit.
some of th classmates said tht don't care abt lit, sci is more impt.
.......................................
and yeah!
my light chap sucks too!
only the mirror part.
if they ask me where to place the mirror uh,
i sure die one.
-__-"
must memorize all the diff acids & alkali,

idc, i must keep my marks @ 80 and above.
or i'll jump dwn T^T

HISTORY hasn't officially started yet!
my brain going to burst alr.
so manymanymany things to memo.
i've stopped using phone cuz the radiation or whatever shit will kill my brain cells.
;x

the worst thing is,
i don't know what holy shit happened to me.
cuz recently, i'm sleepy everyday!
i can't help but to sleep in class.
and also when i got back home.
the first thing to do is to sleep.

OHMYGOD.

i am stressed, not stressed?!

HELP :(

2009-10-05T16:46:00.002+08:00

Headline for today:
Sungha Jung
:D

2009-10-05T15:46:00.009+08:00

MUSIC LESSON WAS ...
and we got to see sungha jung ;0
i supersuperduper LOVE this kid!

he's really A.W.E.S.O.M.E.

➸ ♥

and here it goes, ♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪

I love this one the most *___*

Green Day: Wake Me Up When September Ends

(& and i changed my blog song to sungha's version. you'll love it! :x)

heard frm teacher that the guitar's specially designed for him!
it's smaller. mwahahhahas.
he so cute ^^
a real prodigy. *clapsclaps*

rock on kid! :D