i was watching this mv :0
the song's very nice ^^
so touched (!)








Forget about the people from your past,
there's a reason they didn't make it into your future.

well, long time! (:
there's no post for JUNE ahhhh :/

anyway, a lot of things have had happened.
but we matured as we were going through the hard times isn't it ?
don't be afraid. (:

and got back the MYE papers on the first week.
i didn't do well. as in, i am still very far away from my own expectations,
and compared to the class i ain't that good.
my expected L1R5 is 1.5, as calculated by the school according to my PSLE result.
i got 1.8, 0.3 away..
idk how did they calculate it, but i thought the lowest L1R5 is 2?
anyway, i think it's the calculation for average.

my E maths sucks to the core :/ i got B3 ! too many careless mistakes urghh.
my A maths's A1 though it's like 80+ /100 alr, but look at the class's results, oh gosh i am still behind :( so that didn't cheer me up.
Eng is B3 ahh 3 marks to A. my compo's okay but compre and summary like shit lahh T-T
higher chinese, just past the A1 mark only. shouldn't tell my mum abt that :/ so diu lian. blehh.
bio low A1 also -.- so sad. i love bio!
chem A2 HAHA balanced the equation wrongly and everything wrong. heheheheh.
phys A1 my humans B3 omg lah don't like humans.

gonna work hard for EYE. SO IRRITATING -.-
must get A1 for e maths and chem lah wtf. humans A2 can alr lah T___T
eng bo bian. just make it to A2 can alr.



URGH. HOW TO STUDY.



tomorrow o level chinese oral. fuck lah i go study later.

today is a sunnysunny day (:
went to sentosaaaaaaaaa, and clarke quay.
wanted to go skating but i was too tired.
i so failure :/

realised tht i couldn't cycle for too long. for a while then became tired -.-
urghhhh. ;0

shark can cycle darn well w/0 me!
but once i hopped on, HAHAHA.
all lost balance . but it was damn funnn ;P
the chain of my stupid bike dropped out, then he fixed it haha .
still don't understand why the hands will become black xD
but it's so cool. i shall learn to fix also heehee.

no pictures yet i am too tired to upload. :0

clarke quay is niceee haha i used to bring my mum there.
then walked around. ate dinner and went home!
so exhausted ;0

haha. :D

went to airport in the morning anyway.
don't like the limo. not nice.
then i suddenly remembered lucas goes to airport everyday,
rofl. so i asked him where was he so that maybe i would "bump" into him.
then he goes to T3 . lol i was in T1 . T1 is like shit seriously. nth at all -.-

so sent 'em off. bused back omg so alone. T-T
got a tub of ice cream on the way home.
yumyum hehe ;p

oh koizora eh. sixing cried jekjan cried and etc but i laughed when i watched last year -.-
and today ohmygod lah i cried cuz i felt damn sad :(
so embarrassing. :x
was very sleepy today kept falling asleep.

but well today was childish and fun.
btw i discovered ryan froze all my water babies in fridge gosh.
then the water became ice. and water babies shrinked.
so gross.

wanted to go east coast tmr but oh lucas just told me it's oily and smelly.
then i remembered i just read the news in the papers today ==
idk i want to cycle hehehehhe.




aha, why are rumours so absurd.
who is stealing who away?
well i remembered that we've stopped talking since 10 months ago.
because? question mark.

the sky is blue the grass is green (:
all the bitterness can be replaced with a spoonful of my wonderful ice cream from the fridge.

we aren't in the dramas.

but it feels like.
what kind of shit is this.
i give up.



it's 28th. these three months..
hard-to-open starbucks bottle with warm M, crushed cadbury in my bag, the cards, the lil notes, the constant encouragements and accompany, the picture on my whiteboard, the morning calls, the morning walks, the speed of light, the cookies, the sweets, the water babies, the rabbit, the "will you be shocked if i say that i like you?" and "no. i like you."

it's just so simple (: loves.


sleeeping alone tonight. kinda scary.
i am gonna put my chopper carebear winnie polar bear hello kitty teddy bear etcetc on my bed.
ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL. :D

where's the blog picture! :(

and i will forget the world that i knew.